39.Rival

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

“…So you’re leaving next week… I’m going to miss you.”

“…Yes.”

The morning after we decided to leave the town, I spoke about it to Miranda-san, who was resting on the sofa. The lady who had been taking care of us since we started staying in this town had not been feeling well lately, and she had been sleeping more often… but she still agreed to teach me how to do a lot of things… The thought of saying farewell to her passed through my mind, and my chest tightened.

“Um…”

“Is there something you want to ask?”

“Yes! Well… I just want to make a simple lunchbox…”

Reiji-san and Saul-niisama left the house early in the morning, as they were going to be trained by the mercenaries. So I thought of what I could do… and this is what I came up with… but I’m worried about the auntie’s health, too.

“Oh… Why are you making such a long face? I’m feeling rather well today, so grab your apron and come to the kitchen with me.”

“Thank you!”

“Did you make this lunchbox?”

“Yes. Since Reiji-san and Saul-niisama are working so hard, I suppose I should do something to help…”

“Aww, that’s so cute, nya!”

“I-It’s nothing! And stop tickling me!”

Face pouting, I glared at Milly-san, who gave me a peck on the cheek.

I was walking along the street where many people come and go for lunch before noon, chatting in a good mood with Lenny-san, who was holding a large lunch basket in her hand, since I had to carry my staff around to walk, and Milly-san, who had finished her work and was taking a break.

Since the “Clarte Iris” was too conspicuous, and we weren’t going to a dangerous place, we decided to keep things as simple as possible.

My current attire was a simple one-piece dress and a cloak that looked a bit expensive but not too fancy.

“If you had told me, I could have been of some help.”

“I appreciate your concern. But while I’m still in this town, I…”

I wanted to leave behind as many memories as possible. I wonder if that was part of the reason I went out of my way to learn how to cook.

“…Understood. Iris-sama, you’re sad to say goodbye, aren’t you?”

“Yes… I find it strange myself, but I feel very much so…”

I could think of a few reasons. Perhaps, it’s because of the auntie who taught me so much…

“In any case, we should get going before lunch break’s over.”

“Mm, you’re right, that would be a shame after all the hard work I put in.”

I quickly dismissed my thoughts, which were about to take off in a strange direction, and walked quickly out of the town, toward where everyone was training.

I went to the training site outside the town, by the mercenaries’ camp, which was made from the remains of a forest logging site, just as Reiji-san and Zeltis-san were squaring off against each other. They were surrounded by the rest of the mercenaries, who had rested their weapons and were looking forward to the duel.

“Nii-sama!”

So as not to disrupt the duel between them, I moved over to Saul-niisama, who was sitting down to rest nearby.

“If it isn’t Iris. Thank you for escorting her here, Lenny-san.”

“No need to thank me, Saul-sama. This is just part of my job.”

“I… I see…”

Like me, Nii-sama wasn’t accustomed to receiving this kind of treatment… We noticed each other’s gaze and let out a chuckle.

“So, what brings you here… a lunchbox?”

“Yes, Miranda-san taught me how to make it… It’s still simple, though. Did I interrupt your training?”

“Actually, you came in just the right time. This is the last round before lunch break.”

I took a closer look at Reiji-san and Zeltis-san again.

The two men were sweating profusely from their foreheads, but still glared at each other and hardly moved.

The spectating mercenaries were also not moving an inch.

“These guys are basically equal to each other in strength… That’s why neither of them dares to make a bad move and expose an opening. And so they just stare at each other like that… uh oh, here we go.”

Immediately after Nii-sama finished, the two figures moved at a dizzying pace, their swords clashing against each other, before stopping at a good distance from the other’s sword reach.

“Amazing… I couldn’t see anything at all.”

“Same here… but looks like the other side’s winning.”

“You think so?”

“Good eyes. And it doesn’t seem like there are many in my company who realize that… Nice looking lunch you’ve got there, by the way.”

From behind me, a large hand gripped my head and stroked it. There’s only one person with such hands… Walter-san.

“…Captain. It took me so long to make up her hair, could you not mess it up?”

“Oops, sorry ‘bout that, Lenny… You too, milady.”

“I didn’t mind it that much… Besides…”

My gaze returned to the two people, who once again stared at each other while barely moving.

“If that’s what you’re concerned about, I suppose I could help. I trained Zeltis myself, but his basics were learnt when he was studying to become a knight, and thus more suited to fight human opponents. In contrast, I could tell that the boy with red hair has been fighting non-human opponents… in other words, monsters since day one.”

“That’s true…”

Back in the game, both Reiji-san and Saul-niisama weren’t big fans of PvP, and that extended to me, who accompanied them on their monster hunting, as well.

“If this was a contest of how many enemies they can take down, I’m sure your red-haired friend would be the victor. But oh well.”

At that moment, Reiji-san’s sword jumped up slightly, and Zeltis-san’s sword slid past it and thrust into his body… right above where his heart should be.

“That’s enough!”

Walter-san declared the end of the duel.

The two men, released from their extreme tension, started to wipe sweat from not only their foreheads but also their entire bodies like a waterfall, and they both fell into a heap.

“…Darn, I lost again! You’re strong, I have to admit.”

“No, your sword is more like something designed to be used against an opponent bigger than you… and it’s remarkable to see how well you’ve held your own.”

“Hell nah, a loss’s a loss. It’s 3 to 5 in your favor now. Next time, I won’t lose.”

“I’ll be your training partner anytime. I, too, find sparring with you a good experience, for which I am grateful.”

Just like that, they laughed and bumped their fists together.

I didn’t think these two were very close until yesterday. They somehow hit it off, and the way they laughed at each other like little boys made me giggle.

“Reiji-san! And you too, um, Zeltis-san. You both worked hard. Please take these towels.”

“Nice, thanks.”

“Many thanks to you, my princess.”

“Could you stop calling me that?”

Unlike Reiji-san, who accepted the towel like a normal person, Zeltis-san reverently accepted it by placing his hand on his chest and bowing.

Could he stop embarrassing me by pulling that kind of stunt already? It’s just a towel.

“My apologizes, allow me to correct myself… um, Miss Iris.”

“That’s better.”

While that name still sounded embarrassing, I’d rather hear it than “Princess”… so I just left it at that and gave up.

“And, uh… I’m sorry you had to see that side of me.”

“It’s not like that at all! When you two fought earlier… it was so cool!”

“Oh…”

“It’s my honor, then.”

When I excitedly told them what I thought of them, they looked embarrassed and wiped their sweat off their faces.

Calm down, me. I shouldn’t get carried away like that.

“I’ve also seen it all. That was a good match… Zeltis, did you improve your skills again?”

“Not really, I just found myself an opponent of equal strength and got a little overzealous. That, and I’ve been doing very well lately…”

While they were talking, his gaze turned toward me for a moment, and then he suddenly lost his facial expression and went back to his conversation with Walter-san… What was that for?

“And you, Reiji, right? You’ve fought well yourself… but there’s one thing I need to ask you, are you okay with that?”

“Hmm? Sure.”

“This concerns His Highness Saul as well. From watching you two’s movements, I have the impression that you two have yet to recognize your current abilities. It’s like… you could have done better, but you aren’t comfortable with your current selves… something like that.”

At those words, Reiji-san gulped.

“…I didn’t expect you to see through us that much.”

Those two were basically at their peak of power right before the reincarnation event. Compared to those days, things might be much more difficult for the two of them now that they were still growing up after the having their level reset post-reincarnation.

I didn’t really feel sluggish since I didn’t move my body around that much to begin with, but I did run out of magic more quickly than I used to back then…

“I’ll take that as a yes. Well, I’m not going to inquire further if it’s such an awkward topic for you. At any rate, I’ll see to a few things this afternoon. Now, let’s have lunch, since it looks like the lady here has prepared some food she wanted you boys to have.”

“Ah, yes! While I couldn’t make a meal for all of the mercenaries, I did cook more than usual for us to eat together… I’m not sure if it will suit everyone’s palate, though…”

“That’s still very thoughtful of you, and I’ll gladly enjoy the meal in your company. Let me call my sister over.”

With that, he bowed and went to look for Philias-san.

“Reiji-san, you’ve gotten along pretty well with that person, haven’t you?”

“Well, he isn’t exactly a bad guy, and…”

Reiji-san’s eyes looked at me awkwardly, but were quickly averted.

“…I definitely won’t lose to him.”

“Eh?”

“Nevermind, just forget it. I’m going to help Saul prepare for lunch.”

While a question mark was raised above my head, Reiji-san quickly spread the mattress as if in a panic and walked away toward Saul-niisama, who was setting the contents of the basket.

“Hahahaha, looks like you still have a long way to go, boy.”

I tilted my head at Walter-san, who was watching the situation with amusement.

38.Next course of action

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

“Say ‘ah’.”

“A-Ahh…”

The soft substance melted in my mouth and enveloped my tongue, spreading a rich sweetness along with the bitterness of the cacao and the mildness of the milk… When I swallowed it, there was a soft lingering orange liqueur aroma at the end.

That was a fine chocolate confection.

“How was it?”

“It’s very tasty, but…”

Since a while ago, I had been fed various kinds of sweets by hand. I was fine with just that, but the problem was…

“Why do I have to sit in your lap again…?!”

This time, it was Milly-san who’s hugging me while I was sitting on her lap!

First with Nii-sama, then with Philias-san, why did everyone love to hold me so much? And why was everyone looking at me so warmly?!

“Nyehehe, since you promised me to do ‘just one thing’, I’m going to enjoy it as much as I can, nya. Come on, say ‘ah’ again.”

“…Ugh, I’m starting to regret this…”

Another piece of confection, this time caramel-based…Where did they get all those sweets from, anyway?

With an ecstatic expression on her face, Milly-san kept on patting and fondling me as if I were a little kitten. If only I had known her idea of “promise to let her do just one thing” was “loving me half a day while I was dressed in the clothes she made”!

“…Well, she makes cute clothes for cute girls to wear in exchange for hugs and cuddles. Please pardon her strange hobby.”

“That’s a dreadful hobby if I’d ever seen one!”

Nii-sama, you could have told me about it earlier!

All I could do now was open my mouth like a baby bird waiting to be fed and crunch the sweets that were brought to me.

I’m going to get fat, aren’t I?

“Oh, looks like everyone’s here. Milady… I see you’ve got yourself a rather exquisite attire. It suits you well.”

A man with large build… Walter-san, arrived and ruffled my head with enough strength to make my neck sway from side to side. From behind, Lenny-san muttered “Oh, no, I worked so hard on her hair…”.

“Sorry to interrupt your pleasant chat, but we have business to attend to. Our original mission was to escort a caravan which was asked to buy lumber and transport it to a town near here that had been heavily damaged by goblins’ attacks.”

This town was built on the processing and sale of logged softwoods into lumber, and the merchants sometimes visit when there is a demand for large quantities of lumber like this.

Lumber cannot be used for building materials immediately after it is cut down. It must be exposed to wind and rain for a while to remove the lye, and then dried thoroughly… It takes several years from harvesting until it can be used as timber.

Taking advantage of the rich forest resources in the area, each town has its own lumber mill, which is important in harvesting and processing lumber for distribution.

“It’s about time the negotiations are completed.”

“That’s correct. They’ll start moving the lumber tomorrow… By this time next week, we should be departing, so prepare for it. Besides…”

Walter-san turned to look at me.

“His Highness Saulques, Her Highness Irisria… What are your plans for the future? If you need any help, I’m at your service.”

“Pardon?”

His attitude suddenly changed from a leader giving commands to bowing his head in deference.

“If you decide to come with us, we will make accommodations for your stay. There’re people who will back your cause, I can assure you that much. However, we do not intend to force you to do so. Think carefully about your next course of action.”

“Um, there’s no need for you to be so humble, please raise your head.”

“Yes, treating us like royalty’s a bit too much… Honestly speaking, we don’t have the memory of it, and we don’t really feel it… So I’d really like it if you treat us like equals.”

For those of us who had never had the experience of being respected as a superior, the current situation was very unbearable.

“Hmm… That’s fine by me. Zeltis, Philias, what about you?”

“That’s a bit unfortunate… but I will treat you as a friend for the time being.”

“I’m in. Iris-chan already asked me to do that the other day. Once again I hope we all get along.”

“…Thank you for your thoughtfulness.”

While we had certainly roleplayed the role of a prince and princess in the game before, since I identified myself as a commoner, it’s quite mentally demanding to actually be treated as royalty.

So Nii-sama and I were both very happy to see that they had agreed to treating us as equals.

Philias-san went to a meeting with the merchants on behalf of the company, and Zeltis-san left to explain the future plans to the mercenaries, leaving us alone with Walter-san.

“Well then… I think we should travel with them.”

“Saul-niisama?”

“Fair enough. If we stay in this town forever, it’s impossible to know where information about you will spread… and if it attracts people who’s up to no good, it’ll be more trouble than it’s worth.”

“Reiji-san too… I think I understand what you said.”

This time, the mercenaries became our allies was largely because their leader, Walter-san, was friendly and cooperative. If anyone else discovered the truth about myself, they might develop the urge to do less-than-decent things to me… no, they would be sure to do that.

Worst of all, the thought that this town could turn into a war zone, involving Mrs. Miranda and her family, who had been so helpful to me, sent chills down my spine. Not to mention…

“Of course that’s part of it. But more than that, we are too ignorant of what is happening around us.”

Nii-sama revealed the bitter truth.

Yes… We were suddenly transported to another world, and we had no idea why it happened. Neither did we know who or what was behind it.

If we continued to stay here, our means of knowing what’s going on in this world would be limited.

“First of all, we need information. Fortunately, there’s someone who might have a lead and also get sent over here.”

“…Higami-san, right?”

“Uh, who?”

That’s about right. Due to the confidentiality of his workplace, Reiji-san was the only one of us who was not acquainted with that person.

“Yeah, you have never met him, Reiji-san. He’s our superior in ‘Arks VR Technologies’… and also, one of the top players.”

“What the hell, he’s one of the devs, isn’t he? Isn’t that cheating?”

“Ahaha… Well, if you think about it, the two of us could be considered developers to some extent, too… But he made and treated his account completely separate from work, to the point that the company didn’t figure it out until recently, so…”

I answered with a wry smile.

…Seriously, how did he find time to play the game?

“If everyone who’s obtained the tertiary reincarnation class has been sent here as I speculated, then there is a good chance that he’s somewhere in this world. And it’s likely that somebody at the heart of the development process knows more about what happened then than we do.”

“But how do we get in touch with him if there’s no way to communicate?”

Neither remote chat nor friend lists that had existed in games existed here. In this world, which was so much larger than the one in the game, the chances of meeting someone by chance were infinitesimally small. We had to take measures.

“Let me think about it… We could travel to the Central Business District… or even the capital of Nordglacier and wait, as there’s a good chance we’ll meet him there someday. Alternatively, we could let Iris’ name spread until it reaches his ears and let him know our location.”

Naturally, the second option allowed us to take a more active role and possibly achieve our goal easier, but it also contained many risks.

Saul-niisama seemed to have thought this through, but Reiji-san was wrinkling his brow and making a difficult face.

“Nevertheless, as far as you both are concerned, it’s too dangerous for us to travel alone, that’s why…”

“…We should cooperate with Walter-san and the others, while finding the people who would back our cause, is that what you’re trying to say? It sounds a bit like we’re just taking advantage of his goodwill…”

“Actually, I’ve taken interest in your fighting power as well. Think of it as a mutual cooperation… Of course, I’ll do my best to make it as easy as possible on you, my esteemed guests.”

“I appreciate the thought… However, with all due respect, I still have one last question about your mercenary company.”

While speaking apologetically, Saul-niisama’s eyes, which were staring at Walter-san, turned sharp, as if he was assessing something.

Walter-san, on the other hand, took it in stride and faced him with an amused look on his face.

“Ask away. We’re just a bunch of mercenaries from the countryside, and there’s not much we can do on our own.”

“…Then I beg your pardon. Why is a company of that size escorting such a small caravan? Even if it’s for reconstruction purposes, there’re way too many mercenaries compared to merchants.”

“Oh?”

Walter-san listened with interest.

“As far as a caravan is concerned, the more people they hire, the more expenses they incur. I don’t think it makes sense for the caravan to spend that much money on escorts. From what I have seen of your abilities, Zeltis-san and Philias-san alone would be enough to escort a caravan of that size… Last but not least, your equipment didn’t seem like it was for a simple escort mission.”

Indeed, there were twenty-something fully armed mercenaries, and among the weapons they were using were arrows with what appeared to be explosives… That’s way too excessive for escorting a caravan.

“…In other words, the escort was a bonus, something you received later on, as a side note to your true mission, wasn’t it? As for your true mission… you were supposed to clean up the goblins who were ravaging this area on a large scale, am I correct?”

“And it’s hard to believe that the merchants would willingly purchase lumber for charity purposes… Considering our current location, the nearest territory is…”

Saul-niisama’s finger pointed to a spot on the map, a little east of where we were now, just after we crossed the border, passing through the town where the goblin attack occurred as mentioned earlier, and entered Nordglacier… For both of us, it was a bit of a fateful place.

“Count Roland. Is your employer the Count himself, or someone under his command?”

Hearing those words, Walter-san’s cheeks relaxed, and he broke into the smile, as if we had just hit a bingo.

“…Very well. It’s not like I was hiding it from you, but you got everything correct for the most part. It’s just like you said, the Count is our direct patron at the moment.”

“That’s glad to hear. Frankly, I am not comfortable with the idea of someone else backing our power, but if we are associated with the Nordglacier royalty, we will have to make our position clear eventually. But for now, I still need time to get the information I need to make a decision. I know I’m being overly paranoid here, but…”

He then took a breath and turn to face Walter-san with a serious expression on his face.

“Is Count Roland someone we can trust? Is he the kind of man who would have our backs?”

At these words, for a moment, really only a moment, Walter-san’s expression darkened with pity.

“…I see. So you really don’t remember anything. Then I’ll say this with certainty. He is truly a trustworthy and honest man. Especially when it comes to the two of you, you probably don’t have to worry about him trying to corral you with his greed or use you for his own personal gain… no matter what.”

After pausing to catch his breath, Walter-san continued.

“…His Highness Saulques. When you were a mere commoner, still unknown to the world… you were the first person to stand up when your sister, Irisria-sama was kidnapped… It just so happened that the former Count’s brother, who was still the Vice Commander of the Knight Order at the time, was paying a visit to inspect the territory.”

We all gulped at those words. Count Roland’s territory was the site of the official event that led to Nii-sama and I being treated as semi-official characters.

And now the story sounded familiar. After all, the introduction to that event was generally the same.

A brother and sister, who were living in hiding on the frontier, the latter happened to catch the attention of the local lord and were taken away. The girl’s brother, desperate to save his sister, and the lord’s son, driven to bring his father to justice, joined force and worked behind the scene to persuade a knight, the local lord’s brother, who happened to be visiting the vicinity, to help rescue her with his help.

That was the general plot of an actual raid event during the game.

The same events as in the game did actually happen in this world with us as participants.

I felt that at this very moment, an invisible wheel of fortune was beginning to roll…

(Author’s Note)

The protagonist was sitting on Milly-oneesan’s lap throughout the entire chapter.

37.Clarte Iris

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

I was looking at an unknown landscape.

Together with an older brother (?), who took great care of me, we lived our lives peacefully in a simple, wooden house. Come to think of it, I wonder how long I had been doing this. For some reason, the house I should have lived in since birth always seemed like an empty landscape.

I was looking at an unknown room.

Suddenly I was forcefully brought to a large town, away from the village I was in.

This was a room in one of the largest houses in the area. There was little furniture, but the furnishings were of high quality and must have been expensive.

A dark-haired girl I didn’t recognize, who appeared to be about one or two years older than me, was taking care of me apologetically and tearfully. She didn’t have to be that distressed.

I was looking at an unknown sky.

Floating in the clear blue sky were two moons. As I looked at them in a daze, for some reason I had a vague but certain feeling that I wasn’t supposed to be here.

Suddenly, I heard a noise and looked out the window to see a strange blue-haired boy looking at me with a surprised expression on his face.

I was looking at an unknown ceiling.

The feel of a soft bed on my back. A man in fine clothes, who frequently showed his face, was draped over me, but I just looked on as if it was someone else’s business.

For some reason, I had always been convinced in a corner of my mind that this world was not my world. So I did as I was told and just stared blankly at the ceiling.

Just before anything else could happen, I watched without any emotion as the blue-haired boy I saw some time ago punched the man who was pushing me down. My older brother, whom I had not seen for a while, appeared with a group of people carrying weapons, and upon spotting me, ran up to me and hugged me.

After being tossed about from one place to another, I somehow found myself in a luxurious room, facing a man in fine clothes that instantly identified me as a person of noble status, who looked at me with sad eyes, and I found myself living an unimpeded life under his protection.

…Wrong.

……Was this really my memories?

There was no way it could be possible. At the time, I was still “me”.

This wasn’t “my” world. Somewhere else, there were people who are important to me, and there was a daily life that is important to me.

Yes, I had to go home.

“Yes, it’s still too early for you to come back.”

Suddenly, I heard a voice, and as I reached out my hand to the empty space… someone’s hand took hold of it.

Ah, it’s been so long. With relief that I could finally return, I rested my body in that hand and threw myself off the balcony into the air.

And so, “I” disappeared from this world, once and for all.

I could hear birds chirping.

Someone slid open the curtains, letting the bright and warm sunlight into the room. It seemed the sun was already quite high.

“Fwah…”

I picked myself up and found my fine hair flowing down my body. The softly fragrant, flowery aroma might be the perfume oil imprinted on the skin after last night’s bath.

I looked around, thoughts still hazy. It seemed that I was back in my familiar room.

I felt something flowing, and when I gently touched my cheek, I found a clear liquid on my finger.

“Did I just cry…?”

Come to think of it, I think I was dreaming something… However, immediately after waking up, it easily lost its outline and density, and fizzled out as if fleeing before I could grasp it in my hand, leaving nothing behind.

“Good morning, Irisria-sama.”

“Wah?!”

Suddenly, a voice from behind me startled me, and I gathered up the bedsheet and hugged it to my chest.

…Oh, right, it was just Lenny-san. She had moved in here today for my personal care, dressed in a traditional maid’s uniform.

While she was quickly taking care of the chores around her… I used this spare time to grasp the situation and collect my hazy thoughts.

“Please come over here so that I can do your hair.”

“Ah, thanks…”

I sat down as she told me to, my head still shaking with sleepiness, and my long hair, which had become very shaggy in my sleep, was gently combed.   

“Such smooth hair… the comb hardly gets stuck at all.”

“Is that so? Fwah…”

“You seem to have a good night’s sleep. Are you tired anywhere?”

“No, it’s just… it’s just so long since I’ve had such a relaxing bath, and the perfumed oil was quite nice… Ah?!”

Finally, my head started to reboot, and I realized. If she’d been in this room the whole time, that meant…

“D-Did you see that…?!”

Blood gathered in my face at the thought of my sleeping face being seen. What if I look embarrassing? What if I drool or something? I wiped my mouth, feeling uneasy.

“…Oh, I see. Then please rest assured.”

With a sweet smile, she told me…

“Your sleeping face is super adorable.”

“W-W-Wha?!”

I was glad I didn’t make an embarrassing face when I slept, but could she not tell it straight to my face like that?!

“…It’s done. You look pretty, Iris-sama.”

She had finished combing her hair and trimming the damaged ends, and as I was idly watching her put away her tools with a somewhat satisfied look on her face, the door slammed open and a familiar figure burst in.

“Thank goodness, you’re awake! You made me so worried…”

Saul-niisama suddenly burst into the room… and went to hug me. I felt like it’s been a while since I’ve seen anything like this.

“…Ahem. Saul-sama, even if you’re her brother, please behave yourself in moderation. It’s improper to touch an unmarried woman in her nightgown.”

“Um, Lenny-san? He does this all the time to me, and I don’t really mind…”

“I see, so this is an everyday occurrence, I assume?”

““Eek?!””

The usually reserved Lenny-san glared at me and Nii-sama like a snake staring at a frog.

“I think it’s time to teach Iris-sama and Saul-sama a lesson in etiquette…!”

“Well, while I’m grateful that someone finally calls those two out for their behavior, could you save that for some other time? Ugh…”

The helping hand arrived in the form of Reiji-san coming through the door… but I had to wonder, is he alright? He looked very pale.

“…He was in a drinking contest yesterday.”

“So it’s just hangover…”

Nii-sama whispered to me in secret.

Is it OK if I don’t use magic to cure his hangover? I think he should reflect on this a little bit too.

“Oh, by the way, Miriam’s calling you, it’s about your clothes. You know, you can’t wear your old clothes anymore.”

Apparently… the priestess dress I had worn in the last battle had become no longer wearable after my emergency treatment.

“If that’s the case, let’s revisit this matter at a later time. Now, please lend me your hand, Iris-sama. Saul-sama and Reiji-sama, please wait downstairs in the common room.”

When Lenny-san reluctantly backed down, Nii-sama and I both patted our chests.

Nii-sama then quickly left the room as if running away, and Reiji-san wobbled away as if he was about to fall down… again, was he going to be alright?

I watched his back with nothing but anxiety as we headed for Milly-san’s room, which had been unopened for the past few days.

The scene before me as I opened the door… to put it bluntly, it’s in total disarray.

What looked like pattern paper, scraps of fabric, and a variety of other sewing tools. As if to show the struggles of the past few days of being cooped up, such things were scattered all over the room.

Amidst all this, in one neat and tidy corner was a mannequin… if I recall correctly, it was a magical tool that could copy the exact body shape of the target in three dimensions… On top of the mannequin was a set of clothes.

“Milly-san, this is…”

While it was obvious from the size that it was going to be for my own use only, I was so fascinated that I couldn’t help but stare at it.

“Nyehehe, surprised, aren’t you? It’s something Senpai and Ayame-chan entrusted me with, what do you think? Is it cute?”

“……Yes, it’s very cute.”

I gently touched the surface, thrilled by its wonderful texture. Its overall silhouette was similar to my old priestess dress. However, unlike the warmer colors of the previous dress, the coloring was now white and blue, emphasizing a sense of holiness and purity.

“You can try it on, actually.”

“I would be honored to assist you, if I may.”

“P-Please…”

Fearfully, I dropped my one-piece nightgown crisply to the floor to put on the new clothes.

First, the underwear… It’s nothing worth mentioning, so I’ll skip it.

A pannier with plenty of frills. Like my previous outfit, this also seemed to prevent my underwear from being exposed due to its structure. Then, the one-piece dress that was supposed to be worn at the bottom. The back was slightly longer than the front, with an additional lace fabric covering the buttocks.

“Um, isn’t this too short…?”

“You’ll know when you put on the whole set, nya.”

The skirt was quite above the knee. It was also the case with my previous outfit… but above all, it was wide open from the shoulders to the back. When I wore this much, I felt like a young lady in a summer resort, but I also felt a very sensational atmosphere and involuntarily held down the hem of my skirt and wriggled around.

“Aww, don’t be so shy, nya. Here, wear this next.”

“This corset skirt, isn’t it? Turn around, please.”

The word “corset” made me cringe. I imagined the infamous tightening corset that I often heard about, and I turned pale.

“Ahaha, it’s nothing to worry about, nya. I would never make you wear something that constricting while your body’s still growing, nya… Just think of it as an adjuster of sort, though I don’t think it’s that necessary, nya.”

“I agree, Iris-sama is very slim.”

“But her waist and hips are certainly shaping up, nya.”

“So beautiful…”

“Could you not discuss that in front of me?!”

For some reason, they seemed to devolve into a discussion of the shape of my buttocks. My face turned red, and I hurriedly protest.

…I could hear both of them sighing in disappointment. When I glared at Lenny-san, she just looked the other way, feigning indifference.

In the meantime, the outer dress was put on over the one-piece and it was over. The pannier fluffed up the front and the skirt, which covered the sides and back, reached below the knees and around the shins, with only the occasional frill peeking out through the slits, completely restraining exposure of the lower half of the body.

I thought the longer skirt length would make it difficult to move, but strangely, the fabric was light as a feather, did not inhibit movement, and had a pleasant texture that caresses the legs… When I lightly turned to test the dress, the softly spread skirt formed a beautiful circle.

…More importantly, as soon as I put the dress on, my legs felt better.

“Hehe, it’s enchanted to increase your leg strength, nya.”

“Isn’t this way too expensive?!”

Back in the game, enchantments that increased movement speed were incredibly advantageous, and could only be made using high-level boss materials! Just how costly is this dress?!

“All good, all good, anything for your sake, Iris-chan.”

“I appreciate it, but…”

Certainly, this would act as a substitute for my enhancement magic to some extent, and I was very grateful for this effect in my travels. It could be scary when the effect disappeared after taking the dress off, though…

“I’ve packed the enchantments to the limits, so look forward to it, nya. Anyway, we’re not done yet, nya.”

“Yes, here’s your coat, please excuse me… okay, you can put your arm down now.”

After the sleeves were put on, Lenny-san came around to the front and buttoned up the collar… I could do this much on my own, but she was stubborn and wouldn’t give it up.

Clean white collar reminiscent of a priestess’ uniform. A short bolero-like jacket that covered the lower chest. The sleeves bulged out like a trumpet like the previous outfit, and through the slit peeked the multiple layers of frills on the inside. As with the previous outfit, the length was adjusted so that only the tips of the fingers peeked out.

Wearing all of them, I sighed at the quality of the workmanship, as if they were upwardly compatible versions of the clothes I had worn before. The blue and white outfit exuded a sense of purity and loveliness. As the designer of my original outfit, I felt defeated, but unable to hide my delight, I stood in front of the dresser picking at the skirt and sleeves, occasionally turning around to look at them from various angles.

“Its name is ‘Clarte Iris’, I hope you like it, nya… Well, I guess I don’t even have to ask, nya.”

“Iris-sama is having so much fun…”

Feeling some kind of warmth in their eyes and voices, I was excited about my new outfit for a while.

“U-Uh, I need to ready myself…”

“Have some self-confidence, nya. Come on, just go in.”

My excitement quickly turned into embarrassment as Milly-san and Lenny-san took me to the common room in a flash… Reiji-san and Saul-niisama were definitely waiting inside.

Too embarrassed to be seen with my new clothes, I was then pushed into the room with my head down. What awaited me was…

“……?”

Total silence.

Did they not like it? Unable to bear the silence, I squeezed my eyes shut…

“Iris-chan… So cute!”

“Eep!”

Suddenly, a woman jumped at me with tremendous force… Philias-san had me in her arms and rubbed her cheek onto mine in no time.

“Princess… Oops, that one’s national secret. Miss Iris, your majestic appearance has been etched in my mind. I regret to say that my vocabulary does not allow me to fully describe my heart, so allow me to say just one thing… You’re so gorgeous, my princess.”

“So you still end up calling her that after all, idiot brother.”

“…Thank you, very much…?”

At Zeltis-san’s unfamiliar and excessively worded compliment, my face was heating up… I couldn’t look up at him.

“Hey, stop making her embarrassed, asshole! And, uh, I’m late to the party but… yeah, it suits you.”

I looked up quickly at the blunt impression that reached my ears, and found Reiji-san lying on the sofa, looking embarrassed and turning away from me… I found myself unable to keep my cheeks from loosening, it’s weird, isn’t it?

“Yeah, it totally suits you… Miriam, what about the enchantments I asked?”

“Well, you’d better listen up, nya… Leg strength support aside, there’s ‘Magic Exhaustion Mitigation’, a ‘Reactive Shield’… unfortunately, I could only fit a single copy of it. And then there’s…”

“…Okay, that’s enough.”

Nii-sama’s face twitched at the contents laid out. I was also surprised.

Reactive Shield was an enchantment that deploys a set number of barriers when hit by an attack of a certain strength or greater, and would have been especially popular with rear-guard positions that are not normally exposed to attacks… Of course, it was very expensive and time-consuming to process the clothes to suppress the equipment restrictions…

“Also, since I used Arachne Queen’s threads as the base material, it should have some regenerative ability, and the durability should be as good as or better than Senpai’s armor, right?”

“What, are you serious- Ouch!”

Reiji-san jumped up in surprise and hit his head. Behind me, I feel Philias-san and Zeltis-san, who had been tilting their heads at our conversation, gasp at the names mentioned.

“Um, what about your payment…?!”

“Nya? As I said, it’s not a problem at all, nya.”

“But… it cost you a fortune to make this, didn’t you?”

As I was still bothered about its cost, Milly-san placed her hands on my shoulder. Her expression was very serious.

“Then, let me put it this way… This is the price we paid to entrust our lives in your hands… Never neglect yourself. Self-sacrifice is out of the question. You are irreplaceable to all of us. Remember that.”

“…Yes!”

…I must take those words to heart.

This outfit of mine was a symbol that I am responsible for everyone’s lives. That I must not fall before anyone else.

(TL Note)

The author themself drew two illustrations of Iris, one of which was used as their profile pic.

https://17218.mitemin.net/i262784/

https://17218.mitemin.net/i339200/

36.At the banquet

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

(While Iris and the other women were in the bath, the men still remaining at the banquet recalled the time of the Goblin General’s battle after Iris lost consciousness.)

Saul

After seeing Iris and the other women off to their accommodations, Reiji and I made our way through the banquet to the person we were looking for… Walter-san.

“…You want me to train you?”

“Yeah, you’re way stronger than us both. We realized that we still have much to learn… so we want to study your fighting skills.”

Reiji and I then bowed our heads.

“I’m telling you, you boys are not at fault for the last battle, no one could have imagined that they would have prepared something like that, and as commander, I should take responsibility for this blunder. In fact, I even have to thank you for holding out so well, so don’t worry about it…”

“I agree, but… I don’t want to have regrets when something happens, and I wonder if I could have done more. I want to do the best I can, that’s why…”

We needed to gain more combat experience.

The enemy we struggled so much against, the Goblin General, was only the very first raid boss before the initial level cap was lifted. We had to be ready for whatever came up next…

(Flashbacks)

“Release…!!”

Immediately after Iris’ top-level area-of-effect recovery magic finished, I slashed at the giant body in front of me with a circle of light floating above my head.

When her little body was engulfed in the flames of the explosion, it sent chills down my spine… but it seemed the man from this morning shielded her with his own body, getting grievously wounded in the process. I couldn’t thank him enough for that, but the fact that Iris left him lying there and sent her magic to us meant that she probably had no magic power left. Otherwise, there was no way that the gentle Iris… the gentle “Onii-chan” would have left such a person alone.

I wondered how much heartache she’s going through. Iris was at her physical and mental limit, we couldn’t let this go on any longer. We must end this fight, here and now.

The Goblin General’s reaction was sluggish. It is understandable to be bewildered by the fact that its opponent, who had been dead until a few minutes ago, had healed completely and attacked it again. Now that I had unleashed my racial traits, I should have an easier time from now on.

“Cheryaaah!!”

With a roar, I saw the ridiculous sight of a sword of overwhelming mass being bounced off my short, flimsy blade.  A fist filled with lightning far more powerful than ever before pierced its empty torso, exploding with a violent sound and scattering light everywhere. 

“Lightning Edge!!”

As I activated a new technique while the enemy was out of position, the blade of the sword I was carrying was enveloped in a wide, translucent purple edge, increasing in size. The sword, imbued with purple lightning, was then thrust into the Goblin General’s body, still reeling from the impact of my fist strike.

This was a new technique I had just come up with. During the effect, even with my current ability, my ordinary sword was as sharp as a high level powerful magic sword.

It managed to block my sword with its left arm, which was as strong as a very thick rope made of steel wire, but it didn’t matter, as I plunged the sword in with all my might, gradually breaking on through.

As the smell of burning flesh filled the air, the sword’s blade finally dove into the General’s body, and the purple lightning imbued in the sword collapsed, exploding the stored energy into a single point at the sword’s tip, gushing inside its body and immolate him. The General let out a deafening roar, probably from the pain, but we weren’t done with it yet.

“Swap with me, Saul!”

Reiji, who had also unleased his racial traits, jumped in while the enemy was still stunned, and cleaved his sword into the arm I had just injured.

“First, we blow off one of its arms!!”

With a frenzied smile, Reiji released the fighting spirit within his sword, overloading the scar on the General’s arm with a blue glow and making it explode.

“Take that, you giant freak!!”

The arm that had hardly been harmed before was shredded in the middle and blown off. The Goblin General finally cried out in anguish as it swung the weapon in its hand around wildly.

“Archers, open fire!!”

Right after Philias-san’s instructions coming from behind, we jumped out of the way as a hail of arrows rained down on the General. Most of them were bounced off its skin, but a few of them stuck into its body. The inside of those arrows seemed to be hollow, and blood was flowing freely from a hole in the arrow head, forcing bleeding… That’s nasty.

The mercenaries then drew their swords, and we moved in for the kill. The left half of the General’s body, which had lost one arm, had a large gap, giving us a much greater opportunity to attack.

We’d done it… that was what I thought.

Soon, the unthinkable happened.

“UUUUUAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHH!!”

Iris’s blood-curdling wail, a wail too feeble to be an exclamation.

At the edge of my vision, a faint, much weaker-than-usual light of “Heal” flashed… Impossible, she must have already reached her limits!

When I turned my eyes toward her, I saw the severely injured man from earlier surrounded by a pale light, and Iris’ body crumpled up, looking completely drained of power. It is clear that she used healing magic beyond her limits, and I did not know and could not imagine what would happen if she squeezed all her magical power in this world.

“IRIS!! Curses, get out of my way!!”

Even if I tried to run to her, there was a strong enemy in front of me. I could not carelessly turn my back on it. I began to feel impatient, and while I was distracted, a sword like a guillotine blade was approaching from overhead… Dodging seemed to be of no use, so could I take the hit? I readied my shield to somehow block the attack.

“That’s as far as you go, monster!”

Someone rushed at a tremendous speed and leaped in front of me in an instant… Zeltis, was it his name? With his twin swords, he flicked the giant blade away, diverting its trajectory… Apparently, the perimeter has been cleared, although much sooner than expected.

“…Sorry, I was a little distracted. You saved me.”

“No problem. Please go back to the Princess… your sister, and take your friend and Philias with you.”

“B-But we can’t leave you alone here…”

“He’s right, brother!”

No matter how I looked at it, even if Reiji and I, along with the mercenaries, finally managed to keep the enemy in check, it still seemed reckless of him to fight it alone without the rest of the main combat force, and Miss Philias half-screamed at him for it.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be fine.”

He brushed aside our objections, smiled, and told us without hesitation.

“…Look, the most dependable person has arrived.”

What happened next was… honestly, even my eyes couldn’t follow.

The next moment, I thought I saw a black shadow jump into the fray, and then a black and red storm swept over, and it, the Goblin General, screamed in agony as its back was ripped to shreds, that’s all I could make sense of it.

“…Hello there, I apologize for being late. I’ll assume command from this point on.”

Like a storm… Captain Walter was standing there with his back to us, sheltering us before we knew it. Although he was speaking aloofly like usual, the density of the fighting spirit he wore sent shivers down my spine. And the battle axe in his hand.

“Arsley… It can’t be!”

I felt the same way when I heard Reiji muttering in dismay. He was equipped with an axe of ominous red light, and looked just like the one Reiji used, except for the shape.

“Hmm, you know about this thing, boy? But you got its name a little wrong… it’s called ‘Ars Nova’. It’s been a while since I’ve used it, but I assure you it’ll be done in a jiffy. How about you check on the young lady for me?”

“Y-Yes, I appreciate your help. Let’s go, Reiji.”

“O-Okay.”

Reiji, who was better equipped and stronger on his feet, ran one step ahead and hurries to Iris, who was lying on the ground. Behind us, the sounds of battle resumed, more intense than ever.

Strangely… I couldn’t imagine that person losing in the slightest.

“Is she still breathing?”

Reiji was one step ahead, reaching and holding Iris up. Miss Philias was generously dropping potions on another man who had severe burns all over his body.

Iris looked so limp and weak in Reiji’s arms that I had a bad feeling about her. Her small body breathed a little with a hiccup… No, that’s not breathing at all!

“Move aside, Reiji! She’s not breathing at all!”

“Huh?! So what’s she doing?!”

Agonal respiration. This is just the sudden stop of the heart, causing the muscles to spasm and making her appear to be breathing.

I took Iris’ body from Reiji’s arms and laid her on her back on the hard ground… As I feared, I couldn’t see her chest rise and fall, nor could I feel her breathing when I hold my hand over her mouth. It’s a race against time!

“Reiji, perform CPR!”

“R-Right, leave it to me!”

Immediately, Reiji began to perform cardiac massage. As a martial arts practitioner, he must have had much more repetitive practice in this kind of action than the rest of us, so it is better to leave it to him than to do it myself. I had more important things to do right now.

Lightning formed between my hands. As “Saul”, I was specialized in the lightning attribute. Although it was only used in offensive techniques, I seemed to have no problem generating electric shocks in this way, and it’s possible to fine-tune it if I wanted to.

What I was attempting now is to recreate the AED of the other world. But what about voltage? What about current? How much force could I use to stop only the heart spasm without damaging the cells? What would have been automatically diagnosed and determined by a machine must now be grasped only by my intuition and senses.

Fortunately, I had taken several courses in its use. And I happened to remember in a corner of my memory the information that the doctor told me when “Onii-chan” was in the hospital. Never thought something I learnt for fun as a child could become a life-saver here.

Remember it!

“Philias-san, is it? Please block the others from looking! You too, Reiji!”

“Me? Ah, I’ll do it!”

“You’ve got this!”

While shouting in rapid succession, Philias-san took off her own cloak and used it as a curtain to block the view, and Reiji quickly did the same. After confirming that no one was looking, I flashed my sword and cut through Iris’ jacket, being careful not to scratch her skin.

I grabbed her blouse, ripped off the buttons, and tore off her underwear to expose the front of her chest. Her heart-stopped body was eerily pale, but her body temperature was still slightly warm. I put my hand under her right collarbone and left armpit.

It’d be alright.

I could do it. I’d be alright.

With great care, fine-tune and gather the magic in both palms. I couldn’t afford to screw up here. Continue to adjust carefully and cautiously… Here I go!

“Please, come back to me!”

I applied the shock, and Iris’ slender body jolted wildly. I then immediately resumed the cardiac massage… I could only pray that I’m successful.

Iris, please open your eyes, I beg you.

Single-mindedly continue the CPR. After doing so for a while…

“…Ack?!”

Her lungs shook a little under my hands, and Iris coughed weakly… I could also feel the resumption of the heartbeat, albeit weak, under my palms.

“Did we do it…?”

“Looks like it. She’s breathing again.”

The two of them sighed deeply.

I sprinkled a potion on her skin, which was slightly burned by the electric shock, and laid her on her side, still crying and coughing, so that she could breathe easily.

When I finally turned to the battlefield, the sounds of battle had stopped before I knew it. The huge body of the Goblin General was cut in half by Walter-san and sank to the ground with a resounding crash.

…Such overwhelming power.

Reiji said he didn’t know if he could win when I asked him this morning, but now I had to correct that statement… As of now, both of us combined didn’t stand a chance against that person.

There was no scratch on his body. It might be a difference in weapons, but that’s not the only reason. I’m sure that the skills and knowledge he had accumulated up to now were much more than ours…

Right. I finally remembered. That person was in fact…

(End of flashback)

Still aloof as ever, he was looking at us somewhat appraisingly, and I hit him with the question I felt before.

“…Warlord Walter. You, together with Sorcerer King Aureolus, are the great warriors who successfully subjugated the ‘Death Serpent’… am I correct?”

In the game, the calamity that struck the northern continent was described as a past event during the reign of the previous king. A natural disaster that suddenly appeared from the “Wound of the World” and burned down several cities in the blink of an eye. It was he, the mercenary king, who was side by side with the previous king in leading the subjugation against it. He was a living, breathing legend, whose name I had seen several times at events during the game. It’s hard to believe, but that’s probably who this aloof old man really was.

“Well, well, well, it seems that his letter has some credibility after all…”

“…Excuse me?”

“Don’t mind what I just said. And for the love of god, don’t address me like some great hero and such, it makes me cringe. I’m just the leader of a freewheeling mercenary company, a fool who knows no other way of life, nothing more, nothing less.”

He rejected me with an indescribable look of disgust, as if he really wanted me to give him a break, and then continued his story with a somber look on his face.

“…The ‘Death Serpent’ was in no way subjugated. He’d only suffered a temporary setback. We’d paid a lot of blood so that we could injure him enough to make him retreat. Thanks to that, the company I had worked so hard to build was destroyed, and most of the people who remained scattered… It wasn’t until now that I got back into shape… and well, here we are.”

So that explained the “Coffin” name. In this kind of business, you never know when or where you will lose your life, and he understood that better than anyone else, so only those who were ready to lie in a coffin should sign up for his company. He had an alias like “Mercenary King” because he had probably seen more of his friends off than anyone else.

“Well, we should stop pursuing this topic, lest it dampens the mood… It would be presumptuous of me to train someone as capable as you, but I would be happy to be your training partner. However…”

He placed a mug of ale in front of himself and Reiji.

“Show me your resolve. Let me see you have what it takes.”

“Oh? I don’t really get it, but if it’s a drinking contest, I’ve never lost in college, so get ready for it, old man!”

Reiji happily accepted the challenge.

Come to think of it, Reiji, who was athletic at heart, loved this kind of competition…

“Hey, that guy’s got guts, entering a drinking contest with the Captain…”

“His ass’s gonna get kicked.”

The surrounding mercenaries became excited… stupid Reiji, you got too carried away.

Moreover, no one expected Reiji to win. There was no mean color on the face of his opponent, Walter-san. Perhaps this was just an excuse for him to fool around. When I shrugged my shoulders with a disappointed look, he noticed me and smiled broadly.

Good grief, why are men all like this. Do whatever you want, I don’t care if you see hell tomorrow.

I decided to stay out of this mess and began sipping my own light fruit wine at my own pace.

35.My true identity, revealed in the noisy bath

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

The evening after speaking to Weiss-san.

As the victory banquet went on and everyone was getting more and more drunk, Captain Walter, out of concern for us, kindly allowed the women in the company to leave the banquet early, namely me, Milly-san and Philias-san, who had apparently hit it off with each other, and another girl, who I had seen together with Philias-san before.

And so the four of us were free to do anything tonight.

Though, saying that I’m free right now was kind of a stretch.

With my right arm being held by Milly-san, and my left being held by Philias-san, I was completely at their mercy as they hauled me off like some rare creature to the women’s changing room of our rented accommodation.

It was only when the other three were already in their underwear around me that I realized the situation that was now in progress.

Sure, I got used to seeing my body in the hot spring before, but only because it was my own, I still felt intensely guilty about looking at another woman’s naked body, as if I were a peeper, and I hurriedly closed my eyes at the haunting sight and tried to leave before coming back later when I was alone…

“Um, can I come back after everyone’s finished…”

“Sorry, but no. If you fall and hit your head, we would be in big trouble. Your brother requested us to take care of you, so don’t struggle.”

Nii-sama, you plotted all of this?!

Philias-san, with her hair undone and let down naturally, really had the air of a neat and proper lady, when I had the chance to take a closer look at her like this… if it hadn’t been ruined by the wriggly hand gesture she was currently making as she approached me.

“Come on, just give in, nya. As a fellow woman, I just can’t overlook the fact that that you haven’t had a bath in three days, nya. Not to mention, you aren’t able to use magic to cleanse yourself, are you, nya?”

I couldn’t find any counterargument to Milly-san’s follow-up words… By now, she’d already in her birthday suit.

Bathing was something I’d been concerned about for a long time. I had been wiping myself with a wet towel for the past few days when I was about to sleep, but as a Japanese who bathed every day without fail, I felt a little uncomfortable and was concerned about the smell.

“I’ll do my best to take care of you.”

The last person who could have saved me from this predicament… one of the wizards I had seen before in the second squad during the battle, a petite girl with black hair cut around her shoulders, bowing her head in a heartless, apologetic manner, but with a hand basket full of hair and skin care products already down in her hand, her whole body insisting that she has no intention of letting me go as well.

Enemies. All of them were enemies.

One against three, one of whom was Philias-san, who was as strong as Reiji-san and Saul-niisama. It was an impossible battle.

In the blink of an eye, I was stripped down to my underwear and taken to the bathroom, where I found myself sitting in the washing area.

Why does this always have to happen…?!

There was a shower-like magical tool for three people and a bathtub that could hold four or five. In such a cozy atmosphere of a public bathhouse, I was desperately throwing my gaze to a place where I could see nothing… because if I dared to shift my eyes even a little, I would be caught in that “heavenly hellscape”. The sight of three beautiful girls, all of them of different types, unabashedly exposing their skin was too stimulating even for the previous “me”, no matter how little sexual passion “I” might have had.

“Ah! You’re getting split ends, nya…”

Milly-san’s sad voice leaked out from behind me. She was shampooing my hair, softly wrapping it in foam, one scoop at a time. We were spending twice as much time in the washing area as the others because of how carefully she was washing my hair. Why did she have to sound so sad about my hair getting split ends anyway…

“Well… this is troublesome indeed. Lenny, maybe tomorrow you could trim the ends of her hair for her.”

“Understood, Mistress.”

Troublesome… That word made me think of the events that had transcribed since I arrived here. Indeed, it was trouble after trouble, the latest of which being the explosion I was caught in the other day, so my body was starting to show signs of wear and tear…

“Um, if my hair gets in the way, I can just have it shortened…”

“”“Overruled (nya).”””

“Why…”

A unanimous rejection. It’s my own hair, and I didn’t have a choice…

Well, when I was still a “he”… uh, anyway, objectively speaking, if a girl with such beautiful long hair said that she was going to shorten her hair, people would disagree with that… Even though this waist-length hair was gorgeous to see in the game, in the real world, it got in the way of my daily life quite a bit, what a shame…

“Next, I’ll be washing your legs, milady. Please lift them a little… yes, place them on my lap. Let me know if it tickles.”

I was dazed and at the mercy of the comfort of being washed by others. Behind me, Milly-san was carefully rinsing off the foam from my long hair with lukewarm water stored in her hands, so that as little as possible fell on my body. 

Philias-san was washing herself nearby, and just a few minutes ago, Milly-san was there, having her hair combed by Philias-san. For some reason, we were taking turns washing each other.

The dark-haired girl… She looked older than I am now, but probably younger than the previous “me”… Lenny-san was polishing my body with her fingers and a soft cloth, also with great care. I tried to tell her that I could wash my own body, but she insisted that “I shouldn’t take over what’s supposed to be her job”. I felt guilty for letting someone else serve me like that, but I was feeling incredible right now… Even though it was a shame play where I wasn’t allowed to do anything until my front was being washed… it was as if the fatigue that had been endured over the past few days was being washed away…

……

………

…………Funyaa~

……Wait, what?! I can feel my soul leaving my body!

Oh no, if this kept up, I was going to turn into a no-good person…

In any case…

“Philias-san, may I ask?”

“What’s the matter?”

“…It’s about Lenny-san…”

“Oh… Ehehe, how do you feel? She’s got such good hands, hasn’t she?”

“Yeah, totally…”

At my words, Lenny-san, who was polishing between my toes with her slender fingers, blushed and bowed lightly, saying, “Thank you very much”.

“This girl has been my attendant for a long time, you know. We’ve known each other since I was a kid, before I was a mercenary. When we lost our status and were forced to leave our home, she and a butler named Diaz were the only ones who followed us.”

“My mistress used to be really annoying, but she got better before I knew it.”

“Isn’t that a good thing?”

The easygoing manner they talked to each other exuded more trust than words could express. So that’s how it is. I did hear that Zeltis-san and Philias-san used to come from a noble family. As their attendant, it’s likely that Lenny-san came from some well-off family, too.

“Somehow… it feels really embarrassing to be treated like this, it’s not like I’m an aristocrat or a princess or anything…”

““…What?””

“…Eh?”

To my casually muttered words, Philias-san and Lenny-san turned to me with a look of surprise on their faces… like “What on earth is she talking about?”. Well, the atmosphere was much softer than that, but I shrank away from being stared at with such an expression.

“…Did I say something weird?”

Fearfully, I looked up and asked if I had misbehaved in any way.

“Well, that was pretty weird…”

“…Uh, Iris-chan, you aren’t just some aristocrat, you’re the legitimate princess of this country, don’t you know?”

“Yes. ‘Her Highness Irisria Nordglacier’… am I correct? It has been an honor to serve you in this way.”

The words slid through my brain, after a good few dozen seconds had passed.

“……………………Pardon?”

The only thing that came out of my mouth was such a silly sound.

“Princess of the Northern Magical Kingdom”, or “Northern Princess” for short. Such a title did exist in the game. However…

“I certainly didn’t expect that to be the case here as well…”

“Uh, give me a moment, nya, I’m getting a little confused, nya…”

The two reincarnated people a.k.a Milly-san and I were scratching our heads. How was it possible that my official position in the game carry over to this world?

“Loss of memories… so the Captain’s words are true. You’ve been missing for several years now, and it’s well known among the higher-ups. I’m sure a lot must have happened to you to look the same after all these years except changing your race.”

“I’m sorry for your loss, Her Highness… If you need anything at all, just ask me, okay?”

With tears in the corner of her eyes, Lenny-san spoke to me in a quiet but firm tone.

“Well, I suppose it’s a bit late to say this but, I’m going to leave Lenny in Her Highness Irisria’s care as her personal attendant, so you can use her as you like. I hope you don’t mind if she isn’t at the level of a qualified court maid.”

“Eh, EHH?!”

“You see, for the time being, we’re supposed to conceal your identity. As long as we are working together, if your identity is discovered in any way, we can’t afford to build a reputation of having treated you badly. So aside from protecting you like we’ve been doing, we have to at least keep up appearances. I’ll join your escort as much as I can whenever I have time. And more than anything, it’s a bad idea to leave you alone among a bunch of men, isn’t it?”

Since my position was publicly known, should something happen to me, it’d be a big problem. Worst case scenario, they could be all executed…

“Y-You’re right, but that’s just…”

“There’s no need to worry. She’s fully on board.”

“Yes. It’s a pleasure to be able to serve you once again… This time, I’ll use this second chance with utmost sincerity, Her Highness.”

…Uh, what did she mean by “once again”?

I felt something tugging at my heart, but I couldn’t say no to her when she was looking at me with a serious expression on her face.

“O-Okay then… I’m pleased to work with you, hope we’ll get along…?”

“Your wish is my command.”

The look of obvious delight on her calm face made it impossible to pursue the matter further.

“By the way, I’m having a bit of a hard time deciding whether to treat you as Her Highness or as Iris-chan. Which do you prefer?”

“Um, the latter, please… Princess’s still a bit…”

I answered Philias-san’s question on reflex. I didn’t want others to treat me like a princess, as it’s going to be taxing for both parties.

“Mmm, if you say so. Alright Iris-chan, I’m washing the foam off, so close your eyes~”

“Yes, please do.”

With a splash of hot water, the foam left on my body was rinsed away. As I shook my head and tried to let the water escape, my wet hair was quickly and lightly wrung out by Milly-san and put up in an updo, and a cloth was immediately wrapped around it.

When my body was finally fully washed, I looked into the mirror once again and saw my dainty body, regaining the glow that had dulled after a few days of bedridden life… I think I’ve lost a little weight. When I pinched my stomach, it felt even thinner than before. I was too skinny to begin with, I guess I had to eat a little harder…

“Look, the shadows have disappeared. I’m so glad that you’re doing well again.”

“Uh, I still have to recover mentally… Sorry for the inconvenience.”

As Philias-san, who had her hand on my shoulder from behind and was peering into the mirror, said, the painful shadows that had covered the area around my eyes from fatigue over the past few days had completely disappeared. In this way, I seemed to have outwardly recovered completely.

“Iris-chan, lemme carry you into the bath, okay? Lenny, you’ve done well enough, so wash yourself and come over here. I’ll take over from here.”

“Yes, thank you for the kind offer.”

“Um, if it’s this close by, I can do it myself… Wah?!”

In the blink of an eye, I was picked up lightly, and my legs flapped in surprise, but I was carried to the bathtub without a flinch, perhaps because of the difference in our physical abilities.

“Oh no you don’t. I can’t let a girl with lame legs like you walk around on this wet and slippery floor without support. Just leave it to your big sister here.”

“…”

Come to think of it, I hadn’t even walked on my own feet since I entered the changing room. Philias-san, who had soaked only her feet in the bathtub before me, gently soaked only my toes in the hot water.

“How’s the water? Is it too hot?”

“It’s okay…”

As someone who was used to hot baths in Japan, I think it was a bit lukewarm. I preferred it to be as hot as the hot spring I was in the other day…

“I’m going to put you down, then.”

Slowly, slowly, I was submerged in the bathtub. Then, once the water reached slightly below my shoulders, I finally expressed the question I had been feeling up to this point.

“…Why am I sitting on your lap?!”

I turned bright red and yelled.

Yes, I was somehow completely wrapped up in the arms of Philias-san, who came in with me when she soaked me in the bathtub. The feeling of naked bodies in close proximity could not be better. My extra sensitive back was coming back to bite me, pun unintended.

“It’s alright, we’re both girls, aren’t we? Besides, I’m just afraid you’ll sink if I let go of you.”

She had a point there. This bathtub was a little deep for my body, and with my current crippled body, I would sink if I got distracted. I was ashamed that I doubted her concern and reluctantly withdrew…

“Ah… Just the perfect size… The texture is fine, smooth, and great to the touch… It’s so nice to be young…”

“I know right, nya?! Swap with me after you have your fill, nya.”

“That’s your goal all along, isn’t it?!”

I took all of it back. Her only concern was her own self-interest!

Philias-san hugged me from behind and pressed her body against me… Her chest, CHEST!!

Chest, now that I think about it…

My gaze was guided to that side of Milly-san. Her slender yet glamorous chest attacked my vision with its overwhelming mass.

I looked down at my own chest… so “plain”. If I felt generous enough, I could call it a gentle hilly region.

“What’s wrong?”

I looked at Lenny-san, who had finally finished washing herself and moved into the tub, noticing the petrified me and called out to me with concern. This petite girl should be the closest to me in stature, right…?

Two mountains firmly asserted themselves.

I see, so this is what they called “shortstack”.

“W-Why are you staring at me with such tearful eyes, did I do something to offend you?”

She asked me a question with a frightened look on her face, and I suddenly come back to my senses… No, you didn’t do anything wrong, I didn’t mind your size at all!

“Aww, don’t be so pessimistic, Iris-chan. There’s still room for growth in the future. I’d seen your mother’s portrait before, and she had a little… a little…”

Why was she cutting off her sentence at the end there?! Certainly, my “mother” in my memories looked very young!

…No, I should calm down. My memories as a man told me being small had a lot of advantages. There’s no need to beat myself up by comparing to others. If I looked at it calmly, there’s nothing to fuss about at all.

“…Well, we’ll figure something out.”

“I SAID I DIDN’T MIND!!”

My exclamations echoed through the bathroom as sympathetic eyes looked at me and tears came to my eyes…

(Author’s Note)

The title “Northern Princess”, which had been mentioned several times, finally reached the person herself.

People wouldn’t probably treat her like a princess that much… probably.

As a side note, The reason why Iris’ name was extended this time is that the royal family of Nordglacier in this world is a magical nation, and the words used in the chanting in the work, the words used in the magic of the attribute that the person symbolizes, are supposed to be attached to the back of the name.

For example:

  • “Ria” in “Irisria” means “Light”.
  • “Lus” in “Aureolus” means “World”.
  • The older brother who doesn’t appear in this chapter is supposed to be “Saulques”, with “Ques” meaning “Thunder”.

34.Priority of Life

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

My consciousness resurfaced. What was I doing just now…?

My thoughts were hazy, and I couldn’t remember as quickly as I’d like.

My vision was blocked by something, and I could hardly move my body, as if I was stuck in a closed space.

The cracked “Protection” disappeared, leaving behind a pale light.

“…!”

I realized that something heavy was pressing against my body. The feeling of warm body heat and hard, solid muscles. Why was there a man on top of me…?

“Eep…!”

In an instant, I was terrified to the point of being on the verge of panic, and I quickly tried to push the person on top of me away.

Squish

My hand slipped off his body, leaving a damp sensation behind as I grasped into the void.

The most recent memories I could remember started to replay in my brain as it finally rebooted properly.

A flash of light.

An explosion.

Two people blown away like paper by the shockwave that came after, engulfed in flames…

It was me, and…

“……Hey… you’re… finally awake…”

A voice came from overhead.

It was a voice I’d only started to hear since this morning… Weiss-san.

Just as I came to that realization, the weight that had been pressing down on me rolled over, and the light of sunset pierced my eyes.

“…Kid, why are you… so scrawny anyway… it was like hugging a pile of bones… (coughs)”

“Weiss-san!!”

When I finally grasped the situation and jumped up, I saw a man with severe burns all over his body, his clothes torn and tattered, his bare skin burnt reddish-black in places, and blood oozing from everywhere… Weiss-san looked nothing like he did just moments ago.

I, on the other hand, didn’t feel anything unusual anywhere… I didn’t think my “Protection” alone could do this. In fact, Weiss-san, who had been in the same situation as me, was left in such a cruel state.

No.

I was only able to get away relatively unscathed… because he used his own body to shield me from the blast!

“Y-You need treatment now- Ouch!”

My hand that reached out in haste was knocked away with a thud.

“No need to… Frankly, I don’t give a damn… Go, you’ve got other things to do…”

“But I can’t leave you like this…!”

“Shut, up! My role is to protect you…! Your role… is over there, get going already!”

With a blood-curling voice, he pointed to where the battle was still ongoing, which made me turn my eyes involuntarily.

The Goblin General was still trying to shake off Saul-niisama and Reiji-san, who were desperately holding it back. It seemed that the enemy had no more card left to play. Perhaps the only way it could turn the situation around… was to kidnap me and escape. But that plan had fallen through, and as long as I could get everyone back on their feet, the enemy was as good as finished.

But…

Saul-niisama, who somehow managed to remain on the frontline… was holding his shield with only one arm. His other arm was slumped, unable to hold the sword, and pointing in a strange direction. Reiji-san, who was trying to cover for Saul-niisama as much as he could, suddenly held his chest and coughed up blood. The rest of the mercenaries had wounds all over their bodies… that’s our current situation.

Gingerly, I bit my lip and stood up. Yes, I must do something about this. As the person in charge of everyone’s life here, I had a duty to make a choice.

Who should I prioritize?

It’s settled. Objectively speaking, Weiss-san alone didn’t have that high of a priority. I should be focusing on supporting those who were still fighting on the frontline. Because if they collapsed, that would be the end for all of us. It’s a fact that I understood too well. It’s something I’d been doing all the time back when it was still a game.

But…

11th Purification Mantra: Light of Compassion, Light of Rebirth…

I knew what was at stake here. With this, my magic power would be completely depleted. There was no more left over to spare. This is highest-ranking area-of-effect recovery magic of my secondary class “Bishop”. It was a heavy burden for this weakened body, but the only way to overcome the current situation at once was to use it. The area-of-effect magic that I had used so many times was ingrained in my brain. With only a few seconds left to complete the chanting, I desperately searched for a way to contain us all within the spell’s coverage.

…However, the distance between us was simply too great. My mouth kept on chanting while this futile wish of mine lingered in my mind.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry!

I’msorryI’msorryI’msorryI’msorry!

“…Embrace the Goddess’ blessings! ‘Divine Embrace’!!”

Trails of light ran across the desolate land. They formed a three-dimensional magic circle, spreading out in a hemispherical shape and enveloping the wounded in a warm embrace. The burnt earth began to sprout green, melting away all injuries and ailments.

…Except for me and Weiss-san.

All the magic in my body was mercilessly sucked up by this magic to the last drop.

The whole body rapidly lost its strength, and I fell to my knees. I was barely able to hold on using my staff as support. I couldn’t fall yet. I had lost most of my five senses, and the only sound I could hear was the weak, snatching sound of air being sucked into my lungs. It’s clear that I had already exceeded my limit, and I could no longer feel my limbs. Still, I must see it through. In order to save everyone, I had to cut down on one person.

It can’t be helped, can it…? I’ve already worked myself to the limits…

In my hazy vision, the scene of battle had changed. Reiji-san and his Saul-niisama, who had released their race characteristics before I knew it, were fighting at full force, with none of the earlier struggle. Behind them, the mercenaries, who had regained their original capabilities, were sweeping the surroundings under the direction of Philias-san and providing support to the two of them.

I did my best.

Despite everything, I did my best.

Is it time… to give up?

Even if a life’s going to disappear before my eyes… am I going to give up?

…No. I hate giving up.

…I won’t give up.

…Absolutely never!

There must still be some left! Desperately, I gathered up the squeezed magical power from my extremities. Not enough… still not enough! But I had to do it! I will not give up, I never want to give up, I can’t let myself give up!

A faint, fleeting light lit up in my hand. Not enough, this still didn’t seem to work properly. Please, my body, lend me more power!

“…I beg you… let me hold on for a bit longer!!”

I think I managed to squeeze out enough power to show signs of activating “Heal”. Almost there!

“UUUUUAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHH!!”

I didn’t care if it ripped my throat out, the light of “Heal” that was forcibly activated with such a cry reached Weiss-san, vaguely out of the corner of my eyes.

That was the last thing I saw before my consciousness sank deeper and deeper into the darkness…

“…You’re awake… thank god…”

Someone sighed deeply in relief at my side… Reiji-san?

Against the backdrop of the ceiling of my borrowed room, which I had grown accustomed to seeing, I could vaguely see Saul-niisama’s worried face. Milly-san’s teary, angry expression. And the feeling of touch all over my body… was that Philias-san’s stern face I saw?

“I’m touching your hand right now, can you tell? Now it’s the ankle… Okay, now look over here, how many fingers are there?… Looks like your visibility hasn’t recovered yet.”

One by one, I gave answers to Philias-san’s questions.

My sensation was still there, but my vision was blurred, and I couldn’t see anything clearly. And then there was the intense weariness that entangled my entire body. I didn’t feel like I can move a finger.

“That’s magic depletion for you. As long as the body is in a state of self-preservation, the body will not accept any act that consumes magical power outside it. You won’t be able to use magic for a few days until you’re back to normal physical condition.”

Someone spoke from a distance… Walter-san?

“The battle was over since yesterday. You’ve been asleep ever since, young lady.”

“But what about…?!”

Yes, I couldn’t stay like this, I have to treat my injuries. I tried to move my immobile body, but Philias-san held me back.

“Rest easy, Weiss-kun is safe at the moment. It might leave some scars, but it’s not life-threatening. Everyone else came back in one piece. Except for you.”

I could finally relax at those words. Thank goodness…

“I have to let you know that it’s just too risky to completely use up all your magic. You could have died… I guess it was lucky that I prepared that many potions. But don’t do anything like this ever again.”

Philias-san reprimanded me strongly.

“You’re just exaggerating-”

“YOU ALMOST KILLED YOURSELF, DAMMIT!!”

“Yeah… how can you be so reckless?!”

A hand slammed beside my head, startling me… not that I could react much in this condition, though. But the sight of Reiji-san staring at me in tears, and Milly-san glaring at me like a mother scolding her child was enough to make me tremble.

“Calm down, you two. We aren’t here to intimidate her.”

“…Sorry, I overreacted.”

“…I just couldn’t hold back…”

After chiding the two of them, Saul-niisama turned toward me. From the look in his eyes, he seemed even more furious than anyone else.

“That said, I, too, am really angry about this whole thing. Do not, for a moment, think that we’re exaggerating what we said.”

With a deep sigh, Saul-niisama continued in a tired voice.

“They’re correct, you know. Your heart had actually stopped beating, several times in fact.”

I gasped at what he just said. I really did come close to never waking up again. At the time, I had no idea it was that dangerous. I turned pale, realizing what I had done.

“..…Sorry…”

“No, it is rather we who should apologize. You shouldn’t have gone through this.”

“For now, get some rest. You look terrible right now.”

“…Yes.”

I closed my eyes as everyone looked on, and my body, craving for rest, was soon overcome by sleep and my consciousness sank into darkness again.

It took another two days before I was able to get myself up.

Finally allowed to go out in the vicinity, and using a staff to support my unstable feet due to the lack of enhancement magic, it didn’t take long for me to go to my first stop… the person I was looking for was by the town’s well.

“Um…”

“Ah, you’re awake. Nice to see you.”

Without looking up from the vegetable he was peeling… Weiss-san curtly greeted me.

“I thought you were exempted from peeling vegetables.”

“Well, since I have nothing to do after being forced to take a vacation, might as well volunteer for this… Take a seat somewhere.”

I did as he said and sat down with difficulty on a stone staircase of a reasonable height around here.

“…Magic depletion, hmm? Sucks to be you.”

“I’ll get used to it.”

We sat in silence for a while.

“…So it really did leave scars.”

The left half of his face had keloid-like burn scars in places. I heard that the fatal injury was mostly cured by my “Heal” at that time, but it was not perfect and had to be treated with a large amount of potions.

If that’s the case, then there must be more scars beneath his clothes, too…

“Don’t sweat it. These hands can still fire a bow… If anything, I’m just lucky that my life was saved, you have my thanks for that.”

I immediately shook my head. I didn’t deserve any thanks, because at that time, I…

“…I’m sorry, I…!”

I thought I had resolved not to cry. Tears were flowing down my cheeks.

“I… at that time… I didn’t choose you…!”

I had only accounted for lives by the number. And I put his life at the bottom of the list. He had risked his life to save me, even though he had been injured to that point. I felt so guilty that I couldn’t even look directly at him, and my unstoppable tears started to trickle down to the ground.

“Ah… Darn it, that’s why kids are a headache to deal with.”

My vision suddenly darkened.

“(sniffs) Eh…?”

He was forming a circle with his middle finger and this thumb… and placed them in front of my eyes…?

“Eep?!”

Suddenly, I felt a slight shock and a sharp pain on my forehead. Did he just… flick my forehead?

While I was still confused by the sudden event, a sharp finger was thrust in front of me.

You saved the entire company. That’s your job, and only you can do it. And I’m still alive and kicking right now. If I’m mad at you, it’s because of the way I heard about it later, but, well, you’re alive, too. Is that not enough for you?”

“But that’s only hindsight…”

“Hindsight or whatever doesn’t mean jack. Both you and I are alive and preparing for the banquet. That’s all what matters, isn’t it?”

Still sounding annoyed, he continued his story, scratching his head.

“Captain Walter told me that I should be proud of myself, that any scar I got after protecting a girl was a medal. That’s why I’m going to hold my head high and live with these scars. So how about you giving me something more positive than an apology?”

He then pushed a basket of vegetables toward me.

“You’re learning to cook, right?”

“Y-Yes! I’m still starting with the easy dishes. But why?”

“Make something for the banquet, since tonight is the celebration of our victory, which was delayed because a certain crazy kid couldn’t wake up, and I’m sure all those guys will be happy if you make them even one dish.”

“…U-Understood!”

Wiping away my tears and staggering under the weight of the basket, I stood up, propping myself up with one hand on my staff to support my weight. If there was anything I can do, I wouldn’t stay idle.

“I don’t think I can make much of anything, but I’ll do my best!”

With that said, I hurried back the way I came.

“…I took that back, you aren’t crazy, kid, you’re a goddamn lunatic.”

I heard a venomous voice behind me and chuckled. While we didn’t exactly get off to a nice start, he wasn’t as bad of a person I thought he was. I turned around and said in a loud voice so that the thoughts that poked out of my chest would be heard properly.

“I’m sorry for the for the horrible things I said to you the other day! You are much nicer than I thought!”

“(chokes) W-What…?!”

For some reason, the basket of vegetables slipped out of his hands and made a loud noise.

I turned on my heel with a smile on my face. My steps were much, much lighter.

Well, now that I’ve made a promise, what shall I make? I should talk to Mrs. Miranda about it. I headed home with a few ideas in my mind of what I could make with the vegetables I had on hand.

And so the heaping pile of potato salad I made for dinner was received much better than expected and disappeared into everyone’s stomachs with great success.

33.Goblin Leader Battle

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Part 1

Iris

A little ahead of me, the two of them kept on cutting through the goblin horde. Perhaps frightened by the difference in strength, the goblins gradually, gradually retreated, opening the distance between them and me, who was waiting somewhat behind them.

Mumbling, I chanted in my mouth a whisper.

Done. Waiting for my chance… Now!

“’Consecrated Field’!”

I struck the small figures that jumped at me from behind with the magic I had just completed.

The goblins had penetrated deep into the area of effect and fell to the ground, unable to raise their voices and groaning in pain and discomfort.

“Don’t let them get away!”

“Of course!”

Immediately, Reiji-san, who should have been at the frontline, slipped in between me and them… the goblins, and slaughtered them one after another.

The goblins, after confirming that the surprise attack had failed, immediately turned around and fled, with Saul-niisama in hot pursuit, sometimes sending out restraining magic as he ripped them apart.

We couldn’t afford to miss this chance. They were aiming to kidnap me, a “female”… and we were going to turn the table on them.

Using myself as a bait, we dared to create an opening and annihilate those who were lured out. The strategy we took worked, and we were steadily increasing our results.

Well, actually…

A little while ago.

““No way!””

The two of them firmly rejected my proposal.

“B-But we can probably deal with them in one go with this…”

“I know, but I can’t afford to put you in danger.”

“Agreed, it’s the last thing I want to happen.”

My proposal was simple… using me as a bait.

From the engagements with the goblins so far, I knew for a fact that they were targeting me… in other words, a female. I didn’t want to know the reason for that, though.

The mercenary company we were working with consisted of mostly men, and the only woman we saw was Philias-san. And the goblins, under their advanced leadership, were cleverly concealing themselves and launching surprise attacks, and I thought that if this continued, they would eventually wear down our allies. The longer this went on, the worse it’d become for us.

More than anything else, the sun was slowly setting now… soon the goblins would be at their active time of day, and that’s why I made that proposal…

It was immediately met with strong opposition from both of them, and here we are.

“I admit that’s a good plan, but…”

“Isn’t it going to be terrifying to you?”

“I’ll be fine, don’t worry.”

Yes, I was remarkably free of anxiety right now. Because.

“I trust you two will protect me no matter what happens, am I right?”

I smiled with unquestioning trust at the two, who were now back in their element.

“…You know, I’m never going to be fully on board with this plan.”

Nii-sama, still slumped over, blurted out as he added something onto the paper.

“Neither do I… But it’s frustrating that there’s no doubt it worked.”

Reiji-san looked at the addition with a difficult expression on his face. What we were looking at is a copy of a map of this neighborhood that was borrowed from the mayor.

“Here, here, and here. These are the locations of the prior engagements…”

“And this is the direction they’re running off to.”

The map, on which we had written down the results of several previous attempts, indicated each time where we had been engaged and the direction in which the goblins had attempted to flee after their failed surprise attack. After several iterations of gathering information, we were able to confirm the direction.

“…This must be the place.”

“I think so too.”

“It’s probably right.”

Three fingers pointed to the same single spot. Their escape route led them to… one of the pioneer villages in the area, now abandoned with no inhabitants. There was also a small mine site there where ore could be mined for a time, although everything soon dried up, so they should have no trouble finding a place to hide.

“Curses! It REEKS of gob smell in here… Ack?!”

On the way to the objective location, the sound of people’s angry voices drifted in on the wind. At the same time, there was the sound of something hard crashing against each other and the noise of a struggle.

“Did you hear that?”

“Yeah, looks like they’re already engaged… at a great disadvantage, too.”

…We were supposed to scout the main camp over there and wait until the rest of our forces arrived, but this changed things a lot.

As a battle broke out in the abandoned village, Saul-niisama, who’s quick-footed, carried me, who didn’t have much in term of mobility, as we rushed to the front.

We hid behind a tree so as not to be noticed by those who were engaged in battle. Ahead of us, we saw a mercenary with a bow, who seemed to be protecting his two sword-wielding wounded comrades.

“…That guy looks familiar.”

Saul-niisama muttered grumpily.

Yes, the archer with ash-gray hair was the very person who had grabbed me by the chest back in the mess hall. And ahead of him were goblins with bows camped out on the roof, and…

“What the hell… that’s a High Goblin.”

“It must be the leader…”

They were not just dealing with goblins. A higher species of goblin… enhanced by witchcraft, with blood-red shading all over its body and a steel-colored muscular body, probably larger than Reiji-san’s.

The two of them turned to look at me, a “What should we do?” question visible in their eyes.

To be honest, we didn’t exactly have the nicest start with them that morning. But the way the archer protects his comrades with his back to them, desperately shooting arrows to the bitter end, it’s…

“Let’s save them. We’re allies.”

Without hesitation, I said it out loud.

“…Gotcha. What’s the plan?”

I’m sure that they had no doubt that I’d answer that way, and so we immediately began discussing strategy.

“I’ll take the archers on the roof.”

“Need some help?”

“Not really, it’s not that big of a deal.”

Saul-niisama smiled wryly. He unsheathed his sword, flapping the wings on his back and releasing himself from the yoke of gravity.

“I’m already used to it. Even with the system assist, I’ve moved my body around a lot. Once I get the hang of it, it’s easy. I’ll leave the High Goblin to you.”

He didn’t ask whether we could do it or not.

With a swing of the wings on his back, he soared high into the sky.

“…That guy never ceases to amaze me. Alright, let’s go, Iris. I’ve got your back.”

“Yes!”

We, too, jumped out from behind the trees where we had been hiding. Reiji-san was quickly getting ahead of me at an unbelievable speed. And Saul-niisama had already reached the top of the first building.

…He’s really wonderful. Saul-niisama was completely different from the one crying into my chest on that night, freely flying through the air and attacking the goblins on the roof.

The goblins, unprepared for the sudden and unexpected attack, were kicked to the ground before they could react.

I looked back down and saw that Reiji-san had already reached the abnormal form of the High Goblin and had begun to engage it.

Reiji-san deflected the blow from the High Goblin’s giant sword just in time, causing it to bounce off its original trajectory, slamming into the empty ground beside him.

“?!?!?!?!?!”

The leader’s eyes were black and white at the presence of Reiji-san, who seemed to have appeared out of nowhere.

“Yo, looks like ‘mere goblins’ are what’s kicking your ass right now. Mind if I lent you a hand?”

“You! You’re the brats from earlier…!”

The mercenaries grew agitated for a moment, but then they remembered their current situation and dropped back, dragging the injured men with them. And I’d finally caught up.

“Let me heal you, ‘Area Heal’!”

As soon as the staff touched the ground, a soft light enveloped their injured bodies, quickly erasing their injuries.

“Woah…”

“Amazing…”

In fact, the wounds were closing so fast that they were at a loss for words… I suppose I should learn some common sense about the healing arts in this world after all of this calms down. But now it’s not the time for that.

“If any of you can stand up, please do. Reiji-san will hold back the enemy leader… so please, protect me.”

Enemy shadows were pouring out from the surrounding area. With Saul-niisama and Reiji-san having their hands full, I was not capable of defending myself. So I asked the mercenaries to do it.

They were amused, though, because they didn’t expect me to bow to them that honestly.

“…Tch. I’m just doing this for the job, not you.”

The archer from this morning was the first to make his move. He fired an arrow at the closest opponent. Then he fired his next arrow without even checking that the first one that went straight between its eyes. I couldn’t help but gawk at his archery skills.

“…Thank you very much!”

“Now you’re just noisy, kid! It’s common sense to protect the healer on the battlefield, stupid!”

The arrow that was released with his angry voice shot through another goblin’s brow again.

“Power”. “Haste”. “Concentrate”. “Regenerate”.

Loaded with every conceivable enhancement magic I could think of, they promptly eliminated the enemies approaching me, amazed at their own increased abilities.

I was out of breath from the continuous support, and a small bottle was quickly offered to me.

“It’s a nuisance when a healer runs out of magic. Drink it up.”

He bluntly shoved it to me, then quickly readied another arrow and shot down another goblin closing on us.

…They must be pretty good at their job, I thought, as I drank from something that looked like a magic potion.

He opened his mouth to speak again as he continued to shoot arrows next to me.

“We’re the new recruits in this company.”

I was a little surprised at his words. Walter-san and the others must have some pretty high standards if even the recruits were this skilled.

“I was pretty cocky back in my hometown, you know. No one there could match me in hunting. I thought I could beat anyone with a bow. But when I got carried away and enlisted in this company, I found that I was just as good as anyone else here. Somehow I passed the entrance exam, but inside I was rotting the whole time.”

He continued his monologue as he nonchalantly fired his arrows.

“…Sorry for badmouthing your companions earlier. And also for scaring you. You are afraid of men, aren’t you?”

Just like that, he blurted out an apology. I looked at him with a pout.

“The name’s Weiss.”

After telling me this, he moved away from me without a second thought.

“Hey, where did you run off to, bastard?!”

“Just shut up and focus!”

Noisily, they returned to the line of battle. Even from behind, I could see his ears turning reddish, and I couldn’t help but smile despite being in a place like this. I felt something warm filling my heart.

Reiji-san, on the other hand, was showing no danger in the fight.

The high goblin seemed to have the advantage in physical ability, especially in strength and instantaneous force, but Reiji-san, on the other hand, was completely outmaneuvering his opponent.

Reiji-san, who was originally the heir to a sword dojo, received a lot of training when he was still a kid, so much that he often came to me complaining about it. Back in Japan, I could follow his movements with my eyes, but after coming here, it’s impossible for me to do that after he gained a new body with extraordinary physical capabilities.

The High Goblin, too, was hardly able to keep up with him, and Reiji-san continued to attack it almost unilaterally.

“Damn, this asshole is nothing but tanky as shit!”

Reiji-san swore. The sword he’s currently using, which is an intermediate-level piece of equipment, couldn’t cut through the iron-like skin of the High Goblin. He could always have used the “Sword of Destruction Arsley”, but he’s hesitant because of the side effects.

At the very least, his attack managed to leave cracks on the skin of the High Goblin, and when he switched to repeatedly stabbing at the crack, the “Consecrated Weapon” enchant sent shock through it, making a violent sound and staggering the huge body of the High Goblin.

After a good dozen or so of those stabs, the wound on the High Goblin’s abdomen cracked open, and blood gushed from it.

A fierce look appeared on Reiji-san’s face. The High Goblin took an unsteady stance and hastily swung down its huge sword, while Reiji-san prepared to deflect the blow.

CLANG!

With an inhumanly loud sound of metal crashing against each other, the High Goblin’s sword flew upward. An opening, albeit momentary, was created.

A bluish-white light illuminated Reiji-san’s sword as he took a stance for a stabbing attack.

But the High Goblin was starting to move again. Its sword, which had somehow managed to regain its stance, was brought down from a great height…

Now!

“Solid Ray!!”

Its swing was blocked by my barrier of light, and with its arm stuck in that position, the High Goblin was now effectively defenseless.

“You’re already dead!!”

Reiji-san pierced his sword, which was covered with a blue, shining fighting spirit, deeply into the High Goblin’s body at godlike speed. The enormous amount of fighting energy from the sword rushed into its soft interior, and no matter how hard the surface skin is, there is no way to resist the explosion that bursts from within. Its huge body convulsed, blood streamed from its eyes and nose, and it collapsed to the ground with a resounding thud.

Just before it did, Reiji-san made a quick swing of his sword to shake off the blood and gore, and Saul-niisama, who had just swept away all the archers on the roof, swooped down beside him. I ran up to them and held up my hands, each hand on either side of mine, and our hands overlapped with a clatter.

“Alright boys, all that’s left is cleaning up the stragglers, let’s go!”

Weiss-san and the others, who said they were new recruits, had already begun chasing the fleeing enemies, hoping to take down the remaining goblins. Yes, our job here isn’t over yet. We, too, began to follow them.

…Something felt off.

Even though their leader was no more, their escape did not seem at all to be desperate… no way!

“Wait a moment!”

A chill ran down my spine. I activated “Eagle Eye”, a vision enhancement magic.

…There it was.

Somehow, I managed to see something in the distance, something very huge that had not been there a moment ago. It looked familiar. I think it’s a raid boss that’d been around since the very first level cap… Around it, in the trees, on the cliffs, small figures are stirring that should not have been there a moment ago. It’s like…

“…A feigned retreat?!”

The name of the tactics in my memory came out of my mouth.

“What?!”

“Holy shit, back off…!”

Two of the mercenaries had also noticed the new enemy presences and started panicking.

A trap that is completed when the decoy draws the opponent into harm’s way. The goblins could even devise such a tactic?!

But we’re one step too late, and even those of us in the rear had already stepped into range…!

“Ruuuuuuun!!”

My cries echoed in vain.

A gigantic goblin, four meters in height… which was actually a raid boss back in the game, the “Goblin General”… as soon as it swung its hand down, all of the goblins around it made some kind of wind noise all at once.

We looked up at the sky and saw countless little shadows… countless arrows raining down on us.

Instantly, Saul-niisama held me close and thrust his shield onto the ground. Likewise, Reiji-san held up his greatsword like a shield to hide me.

…A few steps ahead of us, the mercenaries were about to expose themselves to the rain of arrows, with nothing to protect them.

…Once again, lives were about to disappear before my eyes. But this time, it’s not even the enemies’, they were people, one of whom I finally had a decent conversation with a while ago…

Before I could think, my body, my mouth, was moving.

Until now, we had been saving “Protection”, which had a long recast time, only for me, and “Wide Protection” wasn’t used. Reiji-san and Saul-niisama had been fighting without any cover this whole time.

But now…

That which rejects all malice, the light protecting us all, manifest yourself…”

The chanting, different from that of the system normally used in this world, flowed easily out of my mouth.

“……Huh?!”

“Stop, don’t use ‘that’!”

“…’Wide Protection’!”

The chanting was completed entirely by reflex, as a result of my usual habit of memorizing it in my body so that I could use it on the spur of the moment. Immediately after, countless arrows rained down on us. Under normal circumstances, it is a saturation attack that one would not expect to survive so well.

But not a single one of us was injured by the arrows. Because a thin film of glowing white light covered all of us.

The world was enveloped in a shining golden glimmer. Countless feathers fluttered in the air in a blessed light enveloping all living things.

Yes… this is the Lightwing’s special magic, which only I could use, and only when I had my wings out.

“What the?!”

With shocked expressions and voices, the mercenaries turned around to look at the light behind them.

At last, I’d exposed myself to the public.

I felt uneasy at the thought of having done something irreversible.

“Are you kidding me…”

“The Lightwing…?!”

Their gazes were directed at the dazzling, shining wings on my back.

Part 2

Iris

Despite being exposed to a hail of arrows, everyone was unharmed.

It was only a matter of time before they turned toward me and saw the unusual light on my back.

“What the hell are those wings?!”

“I’ll… I’ll explain later, now come with me if you want to live… Hurry!”

They finally came to their senses and rushed toward me awkwardly at the sound of my half screamed voice, which I barely managed to squeeze out while being impatient with the wings of light I had exposed to the surroundings.

“Frankly, I don’t feel comfortable helping you guys… ‘Force Field’!”

Starting from Nii-sama’s shield, a barrier appeared around us. Immediately afterward…

“Kyah?!”

“Kuh… This is really scary up close, isn’t it…?”

Countless arrows rained down on the barrier violently. The sight of the arrows bouncing off one after another just a dozen or so centimeters from the tip of my nose was irresistibly terrifying.

While we were able to defend against the arrows at the moment, my and Saul-niisama’s magical power couldn’t last forever, and it would run out in the not-too-distant future. It’s still more than a minute until I could use “Wide Protection” again, and I’m not sure Nii-sama’s magical power, which was rapidly decreasing due to the intense attack, will last until then. Not to mention…

Our fears were soon realized. The leader-type High Goblins, who had been standing by the General’s side, began to walk toward us. Of course, there was no way they would wait for us to run out of magic, and their hardened and reinforced skin probably wouldn’t be affected by the rain of arrows, unlike ours.

“After the next rain of arrows stops, it’s all or nothing time. Saul, take Iris and retreat first.”

“Reiji-san?!”

“…Understood.”

“Nii-sama, why?!”

I couldn’t stand it any longer, so I raised my voice, but their eyes did not waver.

“Don’t worry, I’m not going to die. As long as you’re safe, you can always put me back together, right?”

“But…!”

Reiji-san patted my head, perhaps trying to reassure me. I looked around and see Weiss-san and the other two nodding their heads in agreement with him, though with a hint of sadness in their eyes.

This is the right choice,

Painfully, I tried to nod… but that moment never came.

“Second squad, open fire on the enemy right flank!”

Suddenly, a female voice reached my ears. From the forest behind me… Philias-san gave the order to the mercenaries dressed like magicians accompanying her, and several fireballs were released into the group of archers on the right.

They landed with a thunderous roar.

If I recall correctly, they were “Lava Bomb”, an intermediate-level magic. Some of them landed right in the middle of the enemy line on the right side of the cliff, turning the dozens of goblin archers into cinders, and melt the surrounding bright red from the high heat. It was soon followed by a volley of fire arrows, further disrupting the enemy formation, and starting fires one after another.

“First squad, ready to charge down the enemy left flank! Everyone on me, we have a princess to rescue!!”

The confusion hadn’t abated when a group of six armed men, led by Zeltis-san, carrying two long swords, drove deep and deep into the enemy position on the left flank like a sharp wedge. All the goblins trying to intercept were mowed down by the onrushing tide, and even those who escaped were quickly exterminated by the second squad, who was closely following the first from behind.

One of the enemy vanguards had been annihilated.

“Awesome… so this is the strength of the real-deal mercenaries who make a living by fighting, huh…”

The situation was reversed in the blink of an eye, and Reiji-san, who was in a posture to protect me, muttered to me in dismay. Before I knew it, the rain of arrows aiming at us had become sparse.

“…Alright, we’ve caused enough of a ruckus here. The enemy leader should be coming here soon enough. Everyone, fall back and regroup!”

At the sound of Zeltis-san, who returned with ease after cutting and clawing his way through the spearheads of the enemy, Saul-niisama, Reiji-san and everyone else, including the mercenary recruits, came to their senses and retreated, with me still being held by Saul-niisama.

“Off you go then, brother. Lenny, Diaz, prepare your flashiest magic. The rest of you are authorized to use explosive arrows… There’s no need to aim properly, we just have to intimidate and distract them! Now get ready!”

The three mercenaries with bows behind Philias-san then fired arrows, each with bulging tip. The arrows flew in an irregular trajectory, barely reaching the enemy lines, right in front of the archer goblins…

Once again, there was a thunderous roar.

The arrows exploded upon impact, spewing flames everywhere, and the normal goblins, who were by nature cowardly, began fleeing in confusion. The rain of arrows aiming at us stopped completely.

As we were about to leave, fireballs exploded again behind us, swallowing the field of vision between us and the goblins in flame and dust. Philias-san, already escaped using the dust as a smokescreen, waved her hand toward us, her tied up blue hair wagging like a tail.

“It’s good to see you alright, Iris-chan and the two handsome companions! Ah, almost forgot about you, brother!”

“You totally did it on purpose… Well, thanks for covering me anyway, Philias, bye!”

“Hey, wait for me, idiot!”

As usual, we were left with a stormy pair who seemed to have no tension in their banters even in such a situation.

“My beautiful princess, I’ve come to save you from this crisis as promised, if you could give me the honor of- Ouch!!”

Zeltis-san took my hand (I was still in Saul-niisama’s arms, by the way) and tried to put his lips on the back of it again, but Reiji-san, for some reason, slapped his hand away with a grim expression on his face.

In the midst of this somehow awkward atmosphere, a carefree voice could be heard.

“Hello there. Looks like you’ve been doing much better in the short time I’ve been away. When I was still a new recruit like you, I broke out in cold sweat all the time.”

The person who said that… Walter-san turned his gaze toward our back.

“I think I can guess what happened. Did these new recruits carelessly started the battle by going where they weren’t supposed to go?”

Weiss-san and the other recruits, who had not said a word since a few minutes ago, stare at Walter-san and clenched their fists in frustration.

“In your haste after success, you broke off and charged in on your own. If you did end up putting your allies in danger, you’re going to be heavily punished…”

“…We have no objection. It was all our own fault.”

As if driven by remorse, Weiss-san spoke up on behalf of them.

“Um, they…”

As I fearfully tried to vouch for them, my head was suddenly rubbed by a large hand.

“I know what you’re trying to say. By the looks on these guys’ face, it looks like they’ve had a valuable setback, so they’ll live to see another. Don’t worry, I ain’t kicking them out of the company just yet.”

Everyone around me was relieved to hear him say that with a broad grin on his face.

“But I’m not letting them off that easily either. Your punishment shall be peeling vegetables for a week! Got it?!”

“Guh?!”

“Oh, no…”

They immediately became teary-eyed. When it comes to the meals of a mercenary company, the amount of work involved must be very hard.

I’m sorry for your loss.

“Well then… That leaves us the matter of ‘these things’ on your back.”

“Ah.”

Uh oh, I could feel Saul-niisama and Reiji-san seething with anger beside me.

“Just let me handle it. I’ve got a promise to keep with an acquaintance of mine, after all. Trust me, I won’t do anything to hurt you.”

“Acquaintance?”

“Easy there. You’ll know the answer in time.”

He gave me a vague smile in response to my question, tapped me lightly on the head, and turned to the mercenaries who had slipped past me and were watching the developments behind me.    

“Listen up! These young people have been entrusted to me by a friend of mine, therefore they’re our guests! Especially, this adorable young lady is to be protected at all costs! Naturally, treat this information with the highest confidentiality, you hear?!”

Walter-san’s booming voice echoed throughout the battlefield. The volume of his voice was so loud that I involuntarily covered my ears.

“Anyone dissatisfied with this decision is hereby dismissed from the company after signing a Geas with me that you can’t speak of this matter! Effective immediately!”

Philias-san followed in a matter-of-fact manner.

A Geas is a type of magical contract used for important matter, and if the contents of the contract are violated, a painful punishment will be imposed, depending on the caster’s ability.

In the game era, this magic was not available to players and only appeared by name in the lore.

…No one raised an objection.

They were just checking the condition of their weapons and waiting for the moment when they would clash with the enemy.

“Haha, of course no one would refuse the honor of protecting such a beautiful flower in this sordid place, am I right?!”

“Nice motivation speech there, chief!”

“I mean, who wouldn’t want to fight to protect such a pretty girl at least once?!”

“That’s just how we are! I wouldn’t want such a cute girl being scared of me all the time, you know!”

Zeltis-san’s loud speech was met with equally loud cheer and approval from the mercenaries around us. Saul-niisama, who was still holding me in his arms, and Reiji-san, who was standing as if protecting me from the surroundings, both gawked at the harmonious atmosphere.

These people, they’re going to fight to protect me… protect us.

This made me feel warm in my heart. Everyone in the town had been so kind to me. I couldn’t thank Mrs. Miranda and the mayor enough. But this was the first time people are pledging to protect us. It was like a light that I, no, we, who had spent our lives in this world tormented by anxieties that weighed much heavier than we were aware of, could finally see.

I was moved to tears, and soon Saul-niisama and Reiji-san followed suit.

Walter-san looked at the three of us with kind eyes, as if he was watching over a relative’s child.

After meeting up with the third squad, led by Walter-san, the three of us, Weiss-san and his two comrades formed a squad of our own. Now there’re four squads in total, numbering twenty four people. As we regrouped, a group of goblins led by the Goblin General, who had also regrouped after the chaos, reappeared in front of us. The difference in strength, in terms of simple numbers, was probably five times greater.      

“Don’t be too hard on yourself.”

“Yeah, just leave it to us. We ain’t gonna lose.”

The mercenaries passed me from behind as I was assigned to the tail of the formation as a full-time healer and support, each of them verbally encouraged us and headed for the frontline. So let me do all I can to repay them. Fortunately, there was no longer anything that needed to be covered up here.

Six golden wings appeared on my back as I renewed my resolve.

Everyone around me gasped in awe.

The all-encompassing light, bestowing knowledge… Manifest yourself!

A halo appeared with a shimmering geometric pattern, centered on my wrists.

“’Spell Extension’! Now, everyone!”

Spells flowed from my mouth one after another.

“Strength Enhancement”

“Instantaneous Force”

“Accelerated Reflexes”

“Heroic Fortitude”

And finally “Consecrated Weapon”.

The strengthened support spells I activated one after another, as they passed through the halo of my hands, were diffused as if looking through a kaleidoscope and spread throughout the battlefield, increasing the mercenaries’ physical strength.

“Oh, this feels great!”

“With you by my side, I don’t think I will lose!”

One after another, the mercenaries rushed out with reliable smiles on their faces and light steps.

“O Princess, this sword shall bring you victory! Please watch after me!”

“Just forget what this idiot says already! But rest easy… and leave it to your big sis, alright?”

Especially these twins, who ran off with such vigor that they left everyone else behind. They were really strong, as I felt earlier. Both their current leg strength and dexterity were on par with Reiji-san and Saul-niisama…!

The leader-type High Goblins had entered combat with Zeltis-san and Philias-san, who were leading the charge. Following them, the crony High Goblins and the rest of the mercenaries were about to engage each other.

And as expected, arrows started raining down from above them. The goblins were willing to shoot even their own allies, thinking that the High Goblins would only get itchy at most.

That which rejects all malice, the light protecting us all, manifest yourself… Wide Protection!!

The light that spread like a ripple across the battlefield centered on me envelops my surrounding allies as a protective coating of light. The next instant, arrows came down upon us in a downpour, however…

It’s the goblins who’s going to bleed.

The goblins had expected to see us lying on the ground covered in blood, but there were none. On the contrary, several High Goblins were pierced by the blades of the mercenaries, who took advantage of their carelessness to charge through the rain of arrows, and crumbled to the ground.      

“…! (pants heavily)”

The series of spell I cast greatly reduced my magical power, and I breathed heavily, propping up my staff to support my exhausted body. Then, Walter-san appeared from behind me and offered me a small bottle of potion.

“You did well. In the meantime, thanks to you, young lady, we have the upper hand in the war, so rest while you still can.”

I took the potion, which was opened and handed to me, and swallowed its contents frantically. There was still work for me to do, I didn’t have the free time to sit here all worn out… I still didn’t have the experience of supporting a front line in a situation where I am the only healer.

“…Well then, I’ll be on my way now. Philias will be in charge of the rest as planned.”

Walter-san, along with only a few escorts, all wearing some kind of camouflage cloak, headed toward the enemy backline… where the goblin mages maintaining the support magic were located. It is a very dangerous role as they cut deep into enemy territory… but they all had a certain confidence in their eyes, and none of recklessness.

“There’s no telling what tricks these things have up their sleeves… Sincerely, stay vigilant, I’ll see you later.”

With that, they ran out without a sound and disappeared into the forest.

…Even at this very moment, the enemy was closing in. I sensed among them, a strong bloodlust, and a spine-chilling bestial desire hidden within. The “Goblin General” was looking in my direction. It’s only natural that I would catch its eye, since I had been scattering my support magic with such flamboyance. I don’t think I need to explain the bestial desire, it’s for my own good.

The feeling of being locked on by the enemy made my heart throb. Even though it was the earliest raid bosses in the game, this was a reality that operates by different laws than the game, and we were not yet as capable as we had been then. We couldn’t afford to let our guard down for even a moment.

As my immediate escort, Reiji-san, who was waiting a short distance in front of me, drew his greatsword and Saul-niisama held up his shield.

This battle, had only just begun.

Part 3

Zeltis

A hail of arrows loomed in front of us. It was a chilling order to be told to charge head-on into it. But the protective magic we wore on our bodies certainly had its effect, and we took the fortuitous chance of finishing off a few of the higher species on the other side, who had been caught off guard, with our first surprise attack, and the tide was now tilting in our favor.

These higher species, who would normally take several people to finish them off with difficulty, were torn to shreds like paper, and the enemy line was broken.

The scene around us was as if it was being played in slow-motion. I wonder how much our physical capabilities had been enhanced, but what would normally have been a tough fight, was easily overturned.

The role of our first squad was to hit the enemy as quickly and hard as possible. For this reason, the elites of the company were chosen for this role, and I was honored to be entrusted with its leadership as its cut-throat leader.      

First, we took the head of the enemy commander. The commander of the other side was, as far as I can tell, the Goblin General, an oddly shaped giant that appeared very rarely in decades and was treated as a disaster among people, and the High Goblins serving as its entourage… that was how they were called, anyway. Two of these things were in command of the enemy units deployed on the right and left flank, respectively… and I’d deal with one of them.

From there, I took the initiative and cut deeper into the enemy line, and the others would break open the cracks further. As usual, this time was no different. But there was nothing that can stop me now. With the blessing of the “Princess’” support magic, my body felt incredible, and as I moved in to engage one of the enemy leaders, my comrades were already tearing apart the enemy rank and file troops.

More importantly, the thought of that lovely princess with her divine wings fluttering in the background, praying for our victory and safety, lifted the spirits of this usually grimy male-dominated company.

And above all, the existence of her healing arts, which was, to put it bluntly, out of this world. Normally, healing arts were used to enhance someone’s regeneration ability and heal their wounds over time when out of combat. However, her healing light immediately restored us to a combat-ready state, even if we were injured, without even having to leave the frontline.

People with such power did in fact, appear from time to time, but they were usually revered as “Saint” or “Saintess” and were usually placed under the Church’s protection, but her healing arts were still a league above theirs. And she could even apply it to multiple at the same time from a remote location.

She had been strictly ordered not to push herself too hard because she was showing signs of fatigue, but her presence alone allowed us to have some mental leeway, which was a great advantage over the usual safety margins that are inevitably required to avoid being incapacitated on the battlefield, and as a result we were eliminating the enemies at a much faster pace, reducing the injuries we might have gotten.

“Kuku, kuhahahaha!!”

I felt my face relaxing in pleasure, but I couldn’t help it. Yes, I’m very happy right now.

It was only by chance that I saw her that day, when I was still very young, in a room in a secluded place.  

I happened to sneak into the room, which my father had strictly told me to stay away from, out of mischievousness and a bit of rebelliousness due to the period I was going through, and was just staring at her mysterious profile, which did not seem to belong to this world, illuminated by the blue moonlight.

The well-defined profile of that Highborn girl, despite her young age, was as immobile as a doll in these circumstances. It’s hard to believe that she is just a village girl, and if you touch her, she looks as if she would fleetingly melt and disappear. I don’t think that’s the word I would use for a young girl, but it was just so beautiful.

On this day, for the first time in my life, while I was on the path to becoming a knight, chronically thinking that I was going to take over my parents’ house, I wanted to serve this person of my own volition, and I did so.

I was told that my father had kidnapped her from somewhere. The moment I heard this, I was unable to forgive my father for selfishly trying to poison a young girl with his venom, and from that moment on, I began to act out of a childish sense of justice.

A snitch to my uncle, who was a knight of integrity. Taking advantage of the fact that I wasn’t suspected because I was a child, I gathered the necessary information one by one and passed it in confidence, some of which caused my father to lose his title. Yes, I sold my parents for her sake without any hesitation.

I might have lost my status, my promised future, everything, but if it freed her from bondage and made her less of a plaything to others, that would be fine by me.

It was later discovered that her identity was truly that of the princess I was supposed to serve. I wept, too, at the fact that the road to becoming her knight was already closed to me, branded as the son of the man who had tried to plunder it, but I still had no regrets.

After losing my status, I turned to the sword skills I had cultivated up to that point, and joined the ranks of mercenaries with my sister, who for some reason went out of her way to accompany me. After repeatedly moving from one battle to the next, Captain Walter recognized my talents and took me into his company, which I’d stayed in ever since.

I had already given up on her, thinking that I would never meet her again. However, by chance, in a town where I happened to stop by, that dream, which should have been rotting away, suddenly knocked on the door of reality.

Ah, I must be on cloud nine right now.

Her appearance remained the same even after seven years? Barely an issue.

She was the supposedly extinct Lightwing race? Oh please, I’d wish to pledge my sword to such a person!

The Captain was considering her protection, so we should be walking the same path for now. However, should the paths diverge, I was willing to abandon everything again for her sake, if she wished so.

My childhood dream, which should have faded into unreality, was now revived before my eyes, and nothing shall stand between me and my happiness!

“Curse the misfortune that befalls you, for you face me in combat!”

Feeding off my overflowing thoughts of loyalty, a fierce fighting spirit rushes to my right sword and becomes so cold that it brought down frost on the surroundings, and with my flaming left sword, I repelled the enemy’s blow… the High Goblin was now awkwardly exposing its bare torso.

No matter how hard the skin was, if it kept getting scraped off, it would eventually be penetrated. All this time I had been preparing for this moment.

“Espinas Azul!!” (TL: “Blue Thorns” in Spanish)

My sword thrust deep into the enemy’s flesh to the base without any resistance.

“…Scatter!”

In the next instant, all the fighting spirit in the sword turned into ice ivy inside the enemy’s body, tearing its body to shreds from inside out and leaving a grisly flower of ice in the aftermath.

There was no time to bask in the afterglow of victory. The quicker I get the job done, the less work she has to do.

I kicked the ground and ran toward the enemy leader on the other side of the battlefield, who was crossing sword with my sister, Philias…

(Narrator: Little did Zeltis know that his technique is very similar in nature to the one used by the one accompanying the girl he called his beloved princess to slaughter the same enemy just a while ago.)

Philias

“Ahaha… You’re a tough nut to crack, you know what?”

I let out a grumble as I crossed sword with the enemy leader. After all, it was also assuming command while holding the other in check like me. I even wanted to praise it.

Fortunately, I could still deal with my opponent so long as I was committed to staying on my feet.

Originally, we, the second squad, were a unit of mainly wizards and archers who were intended to cover our allies, and we borrowed several members of the Captain’s third squad, who were acting alone, to maintain the front while the second squad was allowed to cover the rest of the battlefield.

Yes, our job was to stall the enemies. We didn’t have to win, if we could hold them off here so that our enemies didn’t run off to somewhere else until my brother’s first squad tore through the enemy left flank and got to us…

“Philias! I’ll take care of it, you go back to the princess!”

“So fast?! You’re done with that side already?!”

This idiot brother of mine swooped in and started slashing at my opponent like a strong gale. The enemy left flank, which had been my brother’s responsibility, had lost its leader and was beginning to crumble into tatters, and my brother’s men were in charge of clearing it out. From what I could tell, it should have taken a little longer, but wasn’t this too fast?!

But when I looked at the joyful color that perhaps only I would understand on his normally calm but unreadable profile, I understood what’s going on.

He’s… he’s overjoyed. After longing for it all this time, he was finally reunited with his “Princess”.

I could picture in my mind’s eye that little girl, so expressive and lovely, so different from when I saw her only at a glance many years ago.

I, too… wanted to protect that girl. If it were that cold and expressionless girl, I wouldn’t be able to protect her at any cost like my brother, but if it were that expressive girl now, I would want to protect her too. Her anxiously shaking eyes were like those of a small animal, which made my cute-loving heart flutter violently, and to tell the truth, I wanted to hug her and rub my cheek against her soft and smooth cheek at that time in the mess hall, but I held back with all my might.

For some reason I couldn’t understand, that girl aroused the desire to protect from others. I had a faint suspicion about that, but I also thought it’s okay because she seemed like a good, kind-hearted girl, not a bad one. It would be like wanting to protect a small kitten, yes.

Oops, I must concentrate on the task at hand. I noticed that the arrows from the rear had already stopped. Apparently, the Captain had already taken care of that side. I’m sure he would join us soon.

“Second squad, provide covering fire for the first squad, then join them after cleaning up the stragglers! I’ll go with the third squad to take care of our guests! Let’s go!”

Under my command, arrows and magic were launched against the enemies who tried to chase after the retreating third squad. After confirming that they had safely retreated, I followed behind them and ran.

Walter

“…Phew, is that all you’ve got, goblins?”

I look around at the enemy rear-guard unit, which had stopped moving. Once we had penetrated this far, they were not a serious opponent.

In addition to the goblin mages, we took out most of the archers in the enemy backline. Now we could go back to check on these kids…

“…Hmm? What on earth is that?”

An unnatural object peeked out from the crude costume of one of the enemy’s corpses. When I picked it up, it felt like a lump of clay… Oh, no.

“Those beasts, how did they get their hands on this kind of thing…?! Hey, all of you, we’d better move out fast!”

I returned the way I came at full speed, kicking the ground as fast as I could.

I didn’t know who taught the goblins to use “that”, but it had thrown a massive wrench into our battle plan, which was otherwise running smoothly as long as each of us fulfilled our roles.

“Stay safe…!”

Iris

Had I already depleted half of my magic power?

I gasped and struggled to get oxygen into my lungs, trying to regulate my ragged breathing.

I could feel my stomach churning from all the mana potions and water… I’d drunk so much of the stuff that it hurt. My stomach must be bloated right now, it’s a horrible feeling.

I’d been using “Eagle Eye” to get a bird-eye view of the battlefield, and dispatching recovery magic to those about to be injured above a certain threshold. But to have a single person handle such a large number of people at the same time, while maintaining buffs and counting their effect times and recasts, put a huge load on me both magically and physically, and my overworked head was beginning to scream slightly.

If there was solace to be found, it’s the fact that the arrow fire from the enemy rear guard had ceased completely as half of the enemies began to rout. I watched the battle unfolding as I caught my breath.

From the sky above, the “Chain Bind” released by Saul-niisama entangled the Goblin General’s arm, which was about to swing down its huge sword, and stopped it midway. But the chains would only hold it back for a short time.

“Reiji!”

“No need to tell me!”

Reiji-san’s sword, fully charged with his fighting spirit, thrust into the empty, armor-clad torso.

“Damn, that’s still not enough?!”

The released fighting spirit became an explosion that shattered a piece of the Goblin General’s armor and burnt the skin beneath… yes, only the surface. This particular technique of Reiji-san’s was only effective if it caused an internal rupture.

The Goblin General’s face contorted in glee as it saw Reiji-san stiffen in a posture with his greatsword outstretched, and a rocky arm, sword free, was swung down.

“Don’t you dare ignore me!!”

With a yell, Saul-niisama dove from above and landed beside Reiji-san like an arrow, then immediately unleashed a sword flash at a sharp angle.

“Perish!! ‘Lightning Vapor’…!!”

Dazzling lightning sparked from the tip of his sword, scorching the Goblin General’s entire body, causing it to fall back a few steps.

…?

Did the Goblin General just… use itself as a shield to protect the goblins behind it from Saul-niisama’s lightning attack?

“…Wow, not only are those two not budging an inch, but they’re also pushing that thing back somehow?”

I was brought back to my senses by the voice of one of the mercenaries who was serving as my escort.

Yes, the two of them were switching places at a dizzying pace, alternating their attacks without pause to fill in the gaps, and slowly pushing back that huge body.

…However, their opponent’s durability was still fearsome, and no matter how many attacks they made, they had yet to strike an effective blow. Our task was to keep this enemy mastermind, the most dangerous being on this battlefield, sewn up here. In the meantime, Zeltis-san and Philias-san would sweep the surrounding area before finally joining the fight themselves. In the game, it was a raid boss, and this existence, which appears only once every decade or so, was a threat that required a force of that magnitude to deal with in this world.

Weiss-san’s arrows shot through the goblins who were looking for an opening behind the tattered General… The reason those two were able to concentrate on the General was probably because the enemy goblins in the background were not able to make any unnecessary distractions. I thanked him only from the bottom of my heart so as not to interfere with their role.

Perhaps realizing that they were at a disadvantage, the enemy tried to retreat with the rest of the horde. However, the third squad led by Philias-san was already approaching behind them.

“GRRRRRRAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!”

The Goblin General, seeing this, roared and slammed the ground with what appeared to be some kind of magic.

“Ugh!”

“Ack!”

In desperation… or at least, that was what I thought at the time, the Goblin General fired off its magic… From the look of it, it resembled “Spark”, an elementary-level spell. Electric shocks spread over a wide area, filled with goblin corpses.

Although not very powerful, it caused the mercenaries’ vanguard, including Reiji-san and Saul-niisama, and even the third squad who was just about to regroup with them, to fall on their knees, numbed by the shock.

“Reiji-san?! Nii-sama?! Let me cure you… ‘Rest Fi-…?”

Since I was outside the area of effect, I started chanting a cure spell to break the paralysis… At that moment, by sheer chance, my eyes met with those of the Goblin General’s… its face was contorted with glee.

“…?! That which rejects all malice, the light protecting us all, manifest yourself… Wide Protection!!

With a fierce and unpleasant premonition running down my spine, I reflexively switched the magic I was using, ended the chanting, and activated the “Wide Protection” I had been saving. This forced spell cancellation and subsequent use of another one violently disrupted my magical power, further diminishing the remaining amount. My vision turned shaky.

“…! All hands, defensive posture! Those with shields, stay in front…”

Philias-san, who noticed my condition, quickly sent out instructions, and the mercenaries immediately reacted and tried to respond, or so I thought.

At the same time, a blue light rose from the bosom of the surrounding goblins’ corpses, their loin cloths, and the backs of their clothes. It looked just like the color of the lighting strike I just saw…

Please, make it in time…!

Without grasping what was happening, I gazed at the spreading light of “Wide Protection”, as if praying. The light enveloped Reiji-san and Saul-niisama, ran through all the mercenaries, and reached the tail end of the mercenary group, where Philias-san was.

It was at that moment…

…A flash that burned my eyes and a deafening boom filled the space immediately in front of me, the place where everyone was fighting.

When the hot wind that was beating all over my body subsided, I finally looked up and saw the debris, still pouring down over and over.

The earth, which had been gouged out and blown away to expose its bare surface, was a completely different sight from what it had been just a few minutes before.

Just now…

“…Explosives?”

Yes, those goblins weren’t merely carrying gunpowder, they were loaded with explosives.

I could only mutter in dismay at the devastation of the surroundings.

“Damage report!”

Perhaps due to the earlier shockwave, Philias-san, who was giving instructions, her voiced seemed so far away.

When the goblins’ remains exploded all of a sudden, most of the mercenaries that was just now rushing in, the third squad led by Philias-san, were engulfed in flames, while Saul-niisama and Reiji-san were hit by a direct blast at even closer range, unable to get out of the way… Yet, they somehow made it in time, apparently because of Nii-sama’s “Invisible Shield” and my own “Wide Protection”.

The ground remained clean only around them, and both of them were still in one pieces, still somehow trying to raise themselves up.

Although we received extensive damage… everyone was still alive!

“I’m going to heal you now-”

“Quit it! Just run!”

As I hurriedly tried to heal everyone, Reiji-san yelled at me with a sharp voice.

The moment I looked up-

“…?!”

A goblin came flying like a cannonball and landed smack dab onto my “Protection”.

The weight and the impact of the speed at which it was thrown by the Goblin General’s muscles caused me to roll several times on the ground before finally coming to a stop.

“……Ugh…”

This was not the time to fall down, there were many people who still needed treatment. I tried to stagger back up on my powerless legs, but couldn’t, because of the mind-numbing shock from the impact, and my sense of equilibrium that had gone haywire after rolling around so much. Still, I had to get up quickly. Everyone was still in danger…

However, as I struggled to raise myself, I heard a clicking noise behind me, as if something like a metallic pin was being removed…

“GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE, KID!!”

“…Eh?”

Weiss-san frantically called out to me.

When I looked up, I saw the goblin that had just been thrown at me, hurriedly taking something out of its clothes and trying to throw it away. In its hand was a white, clay-like object… with a cylindrical thing embedded within, emitting light…

Then the goblin threw that white object away.

“Ah.”

There was nothing left that could be done.

In front of my eyes staring dumbfoundedly, the goblin, who somehow managed to throw away the ominously glowing clay, was swallowed by the explosion and disappeared, like a slow replay.

“FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!”

A shouting figure jumped in.

The feeling of being held by someone and pulled to the ground… I couldn’t make heads or tails of it.

The next moment, a flash of light engulfed me… engulfed us both.

32.Bloodied Hands

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

We had been assisting the mercenary company’s strike force in the forest for a while now, and were steadily advancing into the goblins’ territory. It’s not surprising, considering goblins weren’t supposed to be the kind of opponent Reiji-san and Saul-niisama would struggle to fight against.

Still, Saul-niisama’s complexion wasn’t good, and he slowed down his pace.

“Reiji-san, can you still keep going?”

Since I couldn’t say anything to Nii-sama, who would only reply “It’s nothing” when I talked to him, I caught up with Reiji-san, who was walking in the lead, at a short run, and pulled his sleeve lightly to ask him a question.

“Me? Better than the other day, at least.”

He then patted me on the head to reassure me. I was worried that he might be overworking, but it seemed that I was just overreacting.

Looking back, Reiji-san was always the one to take the lead, even when I was still the “me” of before. His large hand placed as usual on my head eased my tension of standing on an unfamiliar battlefield.

“I’ll put what’s important to me first, and make anything that stands in my way pay… Just like old times, eh?”

…For some reason, I couldn’t look directly at Reiji-san because I felt like my heartbeat had intensified, and I hastily looked away.

“I’ll always be there to protect you… That fact will never change.”

“…Nnn? What did you say?”

I couldn’t hear what he said at the end, because his voice was so small that it was basically a whisper.

“…It’s nothing, don’t worry too much about it. Anyway, just rely on your elder, alright?”

“Aren’t we the same age?”

“I was born in May, you were born in October, that makes me five months older than you. Not to mention ‘Iris’ is definitely younger than me!”

I couldn’t help but laugh at Reiji-san’s deadly seriousness and forceful insistence that he was older than me.

“Well then, I’m counting on you, Onii-chan?”

“O-Oh… Leave it to me.”

At my slightly impish way of calling him, Reiji-san turned away and replied curtly, the opposite of what I expected… Did I tease him too much?

Our search continued.

“Saul, back off, you idiot! You’re straying too far from Iris!”

“What, oh crap-”

It was just a small opening. Several goblins jumped in between Saul-niisama and I, as we were slightly separated by the woods. What bad timing… no, it was as if the enemies had been waiting for this exact moment. Reiji-san was busy keeping the enemy archers in check, and he was too far away. Looks like there’s a “leader” commanding these goblins after all.

When I stepped back to distance myself from the signs of the enemies…

“Kyah?!”

A strong impact to the head.

My vision flickered.

I stumbled forward and had to lean my wobbly back on a tree that happened to be growing just beyond where I had fallen.

I felt a streak of viscous liquid dripping from my head. When I touched it in a daze, I felt the liquid sticking to my hand. My hand was stained red with blood.

“Iris! Dammit, run!”

Saul-niisama’s voice felt distant as he released a magic chain to stop the goblins blocking the way and somehow tried to break through.

Even though my “Protection” mitigated some of the direct damage, it was still enough to rip open the skin on my head.

In my flickering vision, I saw a goblin, even smaller than the ones in the surrounding, creeping up behind me, reaching toward me with a grin, as if pleased with its accomplishment.

From there, it was a spur-of-the-moment move.

Without thinking, I reached out my hand. Because of the difference in size, I was slightly quicker to grab the other side’s chest, and…

“Aaaaaaaaaah!!”

…slammed it to the ground with all my strength.

No matter how powerless I was, I couldn’t be as bad as the… child (?) goblin in front of me. Before the little goblin, still frightened by the unexpected counterattack, had any time to resist, I stomped on its chest with the thick sole of my boot, restraining it from trying to get up.

At the edge of my vision, I caught a glimpse of not only the goblins, who had probably underestimated the ease with which they could take me on alone, but also Reiji-san and Saul-niisama, who had frozen up at my sudden action.

Even I myself couldn’t fully comprehend what I was doing now.

What I did know, was “this thing” is after me, and trying to separate me from the two of them. I didn’t even want to know what its purpose was, but there’s no doubt “it” was my enemy. An enemy with whom we couldn’t mutually understand.

“…’Consecrated Field’.”

Even to myself, I think it was a remarkably flat and cold voice. It’s just an elementary magic to ward off monsters, undead and the like. All it could do was making them uncomfortable and refuse to approach, that’s it.

“?!! GY, AAAHHHHHHH!!”

The effect was extraordinary for “it” under my foot, unable to move or escape. At this moment, I was sure that the little creature under my foot was in severe discomfort and suffering terribly.

To us, these marauding creatures were incompatible with ours, and their existence was nothing but “hostility”. Yet, guilt pricked at my chest, and something rose in my throat at the sheer discomfort of my actions. But still.

“’Consecrated Weapon’…!”

The pointy tip of my staff had a faint glow in it.

“Its” eyes looked up at me in fear.

The goblins, who were taken by surprise by my sudden assault, began to move in a panic.

My hands never stopped shaking.

But I firmly grasped at my staff.

I put all my weight on the child goblin’s mouth, which was about to scream in terror, and drove the sharp, pointy tip of my staff into it.

“GYAAAAAAAYYYY!!”

The grating voice stung my ears.

My hands felt a horrible sensation.

“Its” jaws were shattered, and it screamed inaudibly, spitting blood and flailing about in a violent agitation, hurting itself just as much as I did.

…I hate this.

I don’t want to do this!

Because this creature is so pitiful, so painful.

I’m scared.

I want to release it from my restraint and forgive it already.

I want to heal its wounds and send it back to the forest to tell it not to do this anymore.

But!

“AAAAAAAAAH!!”

I shouted to shake off my hesitation and swung my staff down again.

Even though I was powerless, my “Consecrated Weapon” struck the target with a shock every time my staff hit it. Each time I swung down my staff, something new shattered with a soggy sound and transmitted an unpleasant sensation to my hands. And so with each swing, the resistance gradually weakened underfoot. A scream that gradually stopped.

Extinguished. A life, extinguished under my foot, by my own hand, not another.

My vision was nearly impaired by tears and my throat was parched with fear.

This, was the path those two had been on.

The only reason I had been spared from it was that I “wasn’t cut out for it”, that’s all, I had pushed this pain onto those two and kept my hands clean until now!

Then one goblin, unable to resist, jumped out and attacked me. This goblin, with tears in its eyes and attacking me half-crazed, must have been the family of this young goblin at my feet.

…My “Protection” was still durable enough. I braced for impact.

Just before the blade reached me, the goblin that had leapt at me split into its upper and lower halves in mid-air and rolled away.

“…I’m sorry, I should have prepared for this. Please, let me do it for you, I’m really sorry!”

It was Saul-niisama, gripping his sword tightly.

Together with Reiji-san, following a step behind him, they furiously swept through the surrounding area.

As the two began to demonstrate their full strength, they mowed down the onrushing assailants, as if their previous struggle had never existed.

A corner of the forest was soon stained with blood.

“Ugh…!”

Finally, unable to contain the pressure of what is rising from my throat, I fell to my knees, barely preventing my body from collapsing with the support of my staff, and irresistibly vomitted on the ground. The bitter-sour liquid burned in my throat as I coughed it up. I was thankful that I had little appetite in the morning.

Kill me. Just kill me already.

…But there’s no way around it. That’s the world we’re living in.

I stood up unsteadily, wiped my tears with my sleeve, and glared at those around me who were still fighting. I had to do my job. I started chanting a new spell to help those two fighting just a little further ahead, tears still streaming down my face.

I must never forget this experience. Being a healer on the battlefield was surely a crueler role than I thought. Fighting means sending the wounded out to die again and forcing others to kill someone else… that must surely not be forgotten.

“Iris… How are you holding up?”

As I marched down the road with tears still streaming down my face, I hear Saul-niisama’s concerned voice.

“(sniffs)…I’m fine. This is the road you two have walked, I, too, can…”

Nii-sama suddenly grabbed my shoulders, and with a serious expression on his face, he stared at me.

“Listen to me. I don’t want to see such a look on your face anymore, Iris. That’s why I’ll take my share of your ‘enemies’, as much as possible. I shall hesitate no more.”

No, that’s not what I wanted. Still sobbing and unable to speak, I could only try to convey this by at least looking at him and shaking my head no. But Nii-sama smiled gently and put his hand on my head with a plop. He gently stroked it, as if to calm me down.

“Hear me out, alright? I know you’re sad to see lives disappear, even those of our enemies… but I hope you stay that way… I’m sure it’s for our own good. Because I won’t justify getting my hand dirty, I’ll live without abandoning people, and I’ll live without forgetting the weight of what I do.”

Nii-sama gently wrapped his arms around me.

In his tender embrace, I could no longer hold back my tears, as if it was a reverse of last night…

31. A new encounter

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

“There’re an awful lot of people here… Iris, you okay?”

“Yeah, I can manage… somehow.”

The mess hall, where usually only we and the occasional townspeople who came to eat, was filled with a large number of people… They were men clad in a menacing aura that made it easy to tell at a glance that they were combatants of some kind. It seemed that they were the escorts of the merchants who arrived here recently.

That aside, Saul-niisama was still reeling from the incident the other day and silently following behind me. I thought the two of them would have something to say about the fact that he and I were sleeping on the same bed, but Reiji-san just patted me on the head a few times… Was that supposed to be a compliment?

Somehow we found an open space for three in the corner of the mess hall, took our seats some distance away from the crowd, and ordered our meals as well. However, the sheer number of people, the occasional glance toward me, and the rough way those men spoke reminded me of “that time”, and I couldn’t even get the soup down my throat.

“Dude, I’m so pissed. Our long-awaited break in this nice little town just got interrupted because some jobbers couldn’t even kill a single gob!”

Instantly, the two of them stopped eating.

I looked fearfully toward the voice and saw several men looking at me with grins on their faces. My skin bubbled with horror. The way those men looked at me reminded me of…

“……Just forget about it. Those bandits are long dead.”

“……Yes.”

The warmth on Reiji-san’s hand as he gently touched mine and murmured brought me back to my senses before the dam in my mind burst. Yes, the matter of “that time” had now long gone. I saw it all through to the end myself.

I heard a grating, vulgar laugh, but I ignored it.

What was it about our situation that “pissed” him off so much?

Suddenly, one of those men walked up to me and removed my hood in a flash.

“……”

My breath was stuck in my throat at the sight of my face being exposed. I was about to cry at the sound of the voices around me, but I tried to hold it in. Reiji-san and Saul-niisama looked outraged, but I gestured them with my eyes that everything’s okay. I didn’t want them to cause trouble by starting a fight in the mess hall, so I’d just ignore it for a while and let it pass…

“Damn, I don’t know what business you have with this remote town, but you look so cute. Too bad I’m not into children.”

That was one word too many. Was this his idea of flirting? No, I didn’t think he’s the type to earn others’ consent with that tone.

“You’re a skilled healer, aren’t you? I don’t care if they saved this town from an unidentified monster or whatever, how about you leave those chumps with only shiny equipment to show behind and come with us instead? I can assure you a much better treatment.”

My spoon that had been stirring up the soup senselessly clanged against the tableware as my body shook in something that wasn’t fear. It was anger, so much anger that I started to be surprised at myself.

“…Take back what you said.”

“Huh?”

Despite trying to stop the two of them from doing the same thing earlier, I voiced my protest against the man. I could feel them panicking beside me, but my mouth, which had apparently been quite stressed out by the whole thing up to this point, was no longer able to stop once I started to spit it out. 

“I said… take back what you just said! Every single word of it!”

My condition, while somewhat better, had yet to be cured. It was so terrific that I looked down in front of me and shivered as if my knees would collapse at any moment… But my emotions were running high, and I was more angry than I was fearful.

Unforgivable… how dare he make such a despicable slander?! Did he even see how hurt they were because of yesterday?! Or see Ayame shaking and crying so badly last night?!  

“Those two… they’ve always been there for me no matter what! The likes of you don’t have the rights to slander them!”

“You bitch…!”

There, I said it.

The enraged man grabbed me by the collar and lifted me off my feet, and the feeling of fear that was taking over my body quickly faded away from the waist down, a sensation I hadn’t felt for a long time. I reflexively held up my arms at least protect my head from the man’s hand swinging down at me, and squeezed my eyes to prepare for the impact that would come next…

Five seconds had passed… ten seconds had passed… there was no impact. When I fearfully opened my eyes, I saw that the man’s hand was being held by Saul-niisama, who was locking his arm behind his back. It didn’t look like Saul-niisama’s putting much force into it, but the man’s hand couldn’t move, his “Dammit, let go of me!” yell was the only sound echoing in the mess hall.

In the meantime, Reiji-san easily retrieved my body from the man’s grasp.

“……What you said was true for the most part, we did make a mistake, and we’re willing to accept whatever you have to say about us, but…”

Nii-sama slammed the man onto the table with great force, expelling the air inside his lungs and making him cough. After waiting for the man to calm down, Nii-sama continued.

“…Do not bring Iris into this, or I’ll make you regret it.”

I could not see his face, but at the sound of his low, even calm voice, the man who was being held down began to shake his head, looking very pale.

“What’s with the ruckus so early in the morning?”

“C-Captain?!”

Amidst the commotion where some people were ready to draw their weapons, a new person entered the hall with an air that could be called carefree around him. His dark brown hair was pulled back in an all-back bun, and his muscular body was covered with countless scars.

Reiji-san muttered “This guy is the real deal…”, so small that only I, who was being held to his chest, could hear it.

His gaze stopped at me, who was being held by Reiji-san, for a moment, making my body jolt. However, despite his stern appearance, his eyes had an intelligent light in them, and he smiled at me in a masculine yet somehow friendly way, and I soon let my guard down… He was a big, strong man by all appearances, but he had a strangely reassuring air about him.

The Captain who witnessed my condition glared at the mercenaries around me with a stern face again.

“So… don’t tell me you new recruits are going to lay your hands on the respectable lady over there?”

“N-No, w-we’re just trying to scare her a little…”

The men tried to explain themselves in a slurred tone, but their voices were feeble because the situation was so obvious.

I let out a big sigh. Despite being in Reiji-san’s arms, where it was safe and secure, I still felt the chilling anger even if it hadn’t been directed at me.

“Y’all need some good old-fashioned discipline, that’s what you need. Now go apologize to the lady, you numbskulls!”

“Eek?! We’re sorry!”

“It was just a prank, I swear!”

The group of men turned blue and bowed their heads as if they were about to get down on their knees at once. We (and the staff who had taken refuge in the kitchen) could only watch in amazement as they cleaned up the mess.

“Oh man… I’m sorry on behalf of those greenhorns. Are you hurt anywhere? Here, please lend me a hand.”

“O-Okay… Eh?!”

A blue-haired young man with a kindly appearance who had been standing by my side for some time casually held out his hand. He grabbed my hand, which I had taken without thinking because it was offered so naturally, and sat me down on the chair with a heave.

“…Well, well, well, what a pleasure to meet such a lovely princess. If possible, the next time you’re in danger, allow me the honor of saving you with my own two hands as your knight.”

He whispered to me in a somewhat theatrical manner, and then, in a gesture that I had seen in a movie or something, he put his lips to the back of my hand and immediately let go in such a natural motion that I wondered whether he had practiced this move for a long time.

My brain was unable to react to events that had greatly exceeded its capacity to respond, so I simply watched in a daze.

“…?”

Was it my imagination? When he started to raise his head and looked directly at me, his eyes seemed to widen slightly, just a little, with a hint of astonishment in them.

“…I beg your pardon. Such was your beauty that I couldn’t help but admire it.”

“Yes…?”

My brain was still unable to process what was going on.

“Oh brother, you dummy! How many times have I told you that it’s rude to do that to a girl?!”

“Ack!”

He was knocked down to the floor by a free-spirited looking girl with the same blue hair tied in a ponytail, who suddenly appeared behind him… Well, to be exact, she bonked him in the head with the sheath of her sword. I wondered if he was still conscious.

“Knight this, knight that, you haven’t been one for a long time… Ah, are you alright? Did he do anything weird to you?”

While I was still dumbfounded, the girl moved like a storm to see if I had any injuries, adjusting my hair and collar, and even put my hood back on as it had been.

My brain, which had finally resumed its activity, gradually understood the sequence of events… and my face turned bright red from embarrassment.

I had just been treated like a princess, complete with the kiss on the back of my hand.

“Ouch… why are you so cruel to me, I just wanted to greet her.”

“Oh brother, anyone with common sense would never greet a girl in that way! Why haven’t you learned your lesson?!”

For some reason, the girl was holding me in the arms and stroking my head through my hood.

Reiji-san was still frozen in the pose he had been holding me with, mouth agape.

Saul-niisama, whose fighting partner had been taken away at some point, was also completely stunned.

“They’re such a noisy bunch, aren’t they? I’m the captain of this mercenary company, ‘La Cercueil’. Once again I apologize for the out of control action of my subordinates.”

The Captain bowed his head vigorously. It must have been my imagination that the wind ruffled my bangs slightly.

…Coffin? What a strange name for a mercenary company. Doesn’t it bring bad luck?

“…No, it’s my choice of words that caused the commotion to happen, so I should be the one apologizing… I’m sorry.”

I sat down and returned the apology. Nii-sama also bowed his head next to me, and the Captain went to pay the bill for the hall’s repairs. With that, the matter was now water under the bridge.

And that was how we first met.

Once again, the meal was served… and this time, it was the Captain’s treat. We initially wanted to decline, but he insisted on making up for the trouble his subordinates had caused us, so we gratefully accepted the offer.

And so, just before the meal, we exchanged introductions.

“Allow me to reintroduce myself. I’m Walter, captain of this company, and these two are the squad leaders.”

“My name’s Zeltis. I’m sorry for my earlier misconduct.”

“I’m Philias, nice to meet you!”

The two people with the same hair color… they looked very similar and appeared to be much closer in age, and I couldn’t help but ask questions.

“Um… Are you two twins by any chance?”

“Of course! The handsome guy over there your brother must be your brother, right? That makes us both little sisters! We can have so much to talk about!”

“Please don’t mind my sister, she can be a nuisance sometimes…”

“Like you’re one to talk!”

A mild-mannered older brother and a boisterous little sister. Their dynamic reminded me of “me” and “Ayame”… so I smiled at them like I was looking at something funny.

Then it’s our turn to introduce ourselves.

“So… we’ve been asked to take down a horde of goblins that were spotted near this town.”

At these words, I could sense disappointment from both Reiji-san and Saul-niisama, although they did not express it in their attitudes. Perhaps they wanted to redeem themselves the other day, but now that the job was in their hands, there was no longer anything we could do, or so we thought.

“What do you think? Can you lend us your assistance?”

“Us…?”

Reiji-san’s eyes widened at the question.

“Where do I even start… The reconnaissance revealed that the horde was larger than I had honestly imagined. There’s a large colony of goblins that had been discovered in a town a little further down the road… I’m concerned that these goblins are possibly being led by a ‘commander’ type.”

A sufficiently large horde of goblins with a commanding individual guiding them was known to move in a more organized manner. But a horde of this scale, what if there were multiple leaders among them, or…

“In any case, we can’t deny that there’s a possibility that it’s getting out of hand for us. That’s why we need all the help we can get.”

“But we’re…”

Saul-niisama clammed up, as if reluctant to finish the sentence. He still hadn’t recovered from yesterday, and his eyes are shaking with a lack of confidence… but we couldn’t keep being like this…

“I’ve heard about your failure. If you ask me, it happens all the time to any new soldier.”

His eyes seemed to tell “Do you want a chance to make up for your mistake?”.

Saul-niisama turned his gaze toward me and Reiji-san.

We both nodded.

“…Then we’d like to take it on, and uh, we appreciate your concern.”

“Oh goodness, what are you thanking me for?”

A giggle escaped his lips as he shrugged his shoulders. As if he noticed me hearing him, he winked at me… I think this uncle looks kind of cool, like a movie actor or something. The “me” of before would have wished to become this kind of mature man in the future… Well, objectively speaking, it would have been impossible.

“…We’re departing at 11:00 today. These guys are nocturnal and as active as they are in the evening and morning, they’re at their slowest at that time. That’s it for now. If you have anything to ask, give me a word, I’ll leave you a liaison to help with that.”

“See you soon.”

“Bye bye~ Ah, Iris-chan, how about we bathe together after this?”

Each said their goodbyes and they stormed out of the restaurant.

…At first I wondered what would happen, but those three people who said they were executives were very agreeable, and I breathed a sigh of relief that it all worked out.

“Hey, Saul.”

“I know… They’re a capable bunch.”

I tilted my head at the two of them, who were looking serious.

“It’s a far cry from that wannabe mercenary. I didn’t feel his footsteps until he got that close.”

Ah, I see what they were talking about. Indeed, from my point of view, that man… Zeltis-san seemed to suddenly appear beside me. He took me from Reiji-san’s arms then took my hand and sat me down a chair before Reiji-san could be alerted.

“That bastard, his face pissed me off…!”

For some reason, Reiji-san had been in a bad mood since a while ago. Since that time, he had been occasionally sending glares toward Zeltis-san…

“Reiji being so jealous is unexpected, but it’s a pity he’s still so clueless…”

“…?”

I could only put a question mark on my head as Saul-niisama shrugged his shoulders and looked at me in pity.

“That aside… Reiji, think you can win against any of them in a fight?”

“Beats me. That old man Walter in particular, I don’t know what he’s capable of.”

From my point of view, he seemed to be a good-natured uncle, but apparently he seemed to be something else to the two sword-wielders. I was not sure about Philias-san, but perhaps all three of them were powerful people if those two had that much to say about them. I felt a sobering sense of how the inhabitants of this world are not to be underestimated.

Walter

“So, what do you think of these youngsters?”

I was talking to the one who was acting as a ruffian to those kids earlier… Now he had taken off his disguise and looked like a dull, young merchant’s servant. I didn’t trust a newcomer just because he’d just finished his first task, his entrance examinations were still ongoing.

“I don’t know what’s the deal with them, but they all seem to have some incredible abilities, but they’re still far too soft to be on the battlefield.”

He shrugged his shoulder, but the next moment, his expression turned serious.

“…Well, that was what I thought at first.”

“Oh? What about now?”

“I don’t want to fight them at all, especially the guy with the silver hair. Even if he’s a bit sloppy at the moment, he’s the type of guy who would go to ‘any lengths’ for what’s important to him. I swear, he was going to murder me at any moment back there.”

“…Very well. If I hadn’t heard that answer, I would have fired the auditor, but I’ll cut him some slack this time.”

“Phew… I’m saved…”

The man left the room after letting out his breath.

I recalled those youngsters… especially the girl at the center of it all.

“The ‘Northern Princess’… She’s very different from what I’ve heard of her. Rumor had it that she was a doll-like princess who never moved her face under any circumstances, but, well, here we are.”

The name first appeared in a commotion when a village girl living quietly in a remote knight’s estate was spotted by the local lord and forcibly taken away. It began with a call for the rescue from a man who was her brother, after a series of twists and turns, the girl turned out to be related to the missing sister of the former king, who was also missing, and the sudden scandal caused an uproar… The identity of the girl’s father could have been another oversized scandal, so everyone involved agreed to keep the matter under wraps… The girl was then placed into the custody of the country, but her whereabouts afterward were unclear.

And it was said that the girl was petrified all the time, hardly changing her facial expression, and being swept along by her surroundings during this commotion. Like an emotionless living doll.

But the girl I saw might look calm, but her facial expression changed from moment to moment. She was a somewhat shy girl, but she looked and acted like a girl of her age, and didn’t look like a doll.

That wasn’t the end of the mysteries. Her appearance didn’t differ in the slightest from the portrait drawn at the time… seven years ago to be exact, except that the signature wings of the Highborn race were missing from her back.

“To think that you would contact me like this… What are you trying to pull, Aureolus?”

As I stared at the letter, which was now nothing more than a folded sheet of paper, I muttered to myself and to no one in particular.

30.Unexpected Struggle

Editing/Standardisation: Medicine Melancholy
Original Translation: Medicine Melancholy

Iris

It was a sudden change from the usual peace.

While we were waiting for Milly-san… no, I suppose I should call her Miriam-san, to finish her work, we came to the forest to gather the medicinal herbs that this town needed. It was then that we were suddenly attacked by the little critters that weren’t supposed to be around these parts “back when it was in the game”.

“Damn, one of them escaped!”

“Reiji, you’re straying too far, get back!”

“But who’s gonna handle the archers at the back?!”

“Just get back here, please! My ‘Protection’ is about to run out!”

“Tch!”

…The battle had dragged on for quite a while since the initial ambush. It was no doubt that “a certain weakness” we had been throwing everything out of gear. Ill emotions were building up among us.

Our enemies were green-skinned creatures about the size of a human child, with crumpled faces and long noses… goblins, the staple of any fantasy world.

In games and such, they were mostly cannon fodders, but when we faced them in this way, we realized that they have solid intelligence, work together to compensate for each other’s weaknesses, and take advantage of their numbers to adapt their responses to the situation, making them extremely troublesome. Not to mention…

Because we were in the middle of a forest, Reiji-san’s weapon, a greatsword, couldn’t be used to its full potential. Against a small and quick target, slash attacks are severely limited, and there were many situations where a thrust attack is required, and he seemed to be struggling with this.

Saul-niisama was more flexible with his attacks, but even so, he had to  be aware of everything around him in this place surrounded by obstacles, and he couldn’t leave me, who was apparently the main target. The few goblins that had managed to get close were dealt with immediately, but this had also alerted the enemies, and their tactics had changed to using crude bows and throwing stones. Still, he was slowly whittling away at their numbers by showering them with chains and thunderbolts, but it is not enough to overturn the gap in numbers.

“Iris, above you!”

At Reiji-san’s cry, I quickly raised my hand upward and deployed a “Solid Ray”. Immediately after, with a tingling vibration in my hand, my barrier caught a goblin’s club. It was probably a goblin trying to jump on me from atop a tree.

“Don’t you get away!”

Saul-niisama’s “Chain Bind” quickly wrapped around the goblin’s feet and knocked it to the ground. While it was stunned by the impact, Saul-niisama tried to follow up with an attack…

“…!”

For a moment, the tip of his sword was off.

Not again. Since earlier, both Reiji-san and Saul-niisama were noticeably lackluster in their movements. In that moment of hesitation and freeze, I saw another goblin dragging to retrieve its fallen comrade.

“Divine Spear!”

The two spears that I fired lodged themselves into the goblins’ backs, knocking them unconscious. Reiji-san immediately went in to finish off his fallen opponents, but just before he can do so, his sword tip was dulled by hesitation, and another goblin moved in to interrupt… not again, too.

“Nii-sama, Reiji-san, we’re retreating! Cover your eyes!”

As long as the number of enemies couldn’t be reduced, the longer it took, the more disadvantageous it became for us. The “Wide Protection” had been recast and there was still time to spare, but it would be too late if I couldn’t make it in time. After telling them that, I started chanting, trusting that they were both dealing with the situation properly.

Two seconds later, I unleashed the spell with all my might.

“Flash Spark!”

Instantly, a flash of light filled the space around me. While the goblins were momentarily immobilized, Reiji-san and Saul-niisama fell back and carried me out of the battlefield.

“A horde of goblins?”

When we returned to town, we were the first to report the earlier incident to the mayor.

“Yes… We had to withdraw, partly due to lack of preparation.”

Both Saul-niisama and Reiji-san seemed to be suffering from their earlier blunder, and were standing there looking absentminded. By the process of elimination, I was the one giving the report.

“…If they actively attacked people like this, could it be that we’re dealing with quite the large horde of goblins?”

The mayor put his hands on his chin and wrinkled his brows, looking distressed.

Yes, goblins rarely attack people if their number was low. However, a large enough horde of goblins would turn into a major threat. They rob food, kidnap women, and their brutality is horrific.

“By the gods, this is ill news indeed… Before we go any further, let me say this. I won’t force you to go and defeat them. However, if I may be so bold to presume, knowing what you’re capable of, I suppose you could have handled it?”

At these words, the two of them looked away awkwardly.

…The mayor had a point. Even if it was a surprise attack, even if the other side had the advantage of location, even if they were far outnumbered, there was honestly no way that the goblins could pose a threat to the two of them. But they were forced to run back.

“…Well, I know you have your own reasons, and I trust that you do not have ulterior motives. I will consult with the merchant bodyguards, and if it is all right with you, I would appreciate your cooperation at a later date.”

“Yes, certainly… Are you okay with that?”

“You’ve done enough for today. You should get some rest.”

“I have no objection to that… and sorry for what happened.”

“Don’t sweat it. I, too, had looked only at your fighting ability, and I had forgotten that you are still young. My apologizes.”

So the mayor knew what’s going on too…

The entire reason for this unexpected struggle… was our “aversion to killing”.

Back in the game, when an attack hit, a “blood effect” was generated, and some attacks would cause “dismemberment effect” and the limbs would fly off somewhere. But in the end, it’s all just a performance.

This world is different. People didn’t disappear into thin air when they were killed. If you cut your opponent, real blood flowed, shredded limbs scattered around you, cloudy eyes that had lost their light torment you, and the remains of the melee were a bloody scene with the smell of blood and grease in the air.

Until now, it seemed that the main focus was on exterminating vermin, so there may not have been much resistance, but as modern children living in peaceful Japan, we were usually unfamiliar with such things, and it’s natural that we were not used to it… When we were faced with humanoid opponents like goblins, this problem reared its ugly head.

We all returned to our respective rooms in silence after taking a longer-than-usual bath, forcing food into our stomachs despite losing our appetite, and under the illusion that the stench of blood was stuck in our bodies and could not be removed.

That night, I found it difficult to sleep. Still, as I gazed blankly into space, my consciousness faded away, and I dozed off…

It was only by chance that I noticed the noise.

I was awakened by the sound of the keyhole being opened with a crank, despite it being meticulously muffled. Someone opened the door slightly and entered my room, trying hard to kill their footsteps. I didn’t think Ms. Miranda, who handled the keys, would give a duplicate key to a strange person, so it’s either a thief, or a person she’d have no problem giving it to…

“…Saul-niisama?”

The intruder cowered at the question.

“Ayame?”

“……”

Under the moonlight shining through the window, I could see a face that looked close to crying. Come to think of it, in the old days, whenever Ayame was troubled by something, she would sneak into my, no, “the other me’s” bed. She’d dropped this habits since she started high school, though…

“It’s been a while since we share a bed together, isn’t it?”

I flipped up the edge of the bed cover, and when I urged Ayame to come closer, she approached me with an air of trepidation.

“…Sorry, just this once.”

“You don’t have to be so shy… Come on, get in.”

A warm body heat, now completely reversed in size, slid into the space of the bed that had been opened by the side.

We got into bed, but neither of us said anything to the other, and time passed with only the warmth on my back, feeling nostalgic for the fluffy feel of feathers on “Saul-niisama’s” back, which I had now lost.

“Did you see a bad dream or something?”

“I’m not that kind of kid anymore…”

I chuckled at the sulking tone. Ayame was the kind of person who did everything with ease, but for some reason, she wasn’t a very good liar. As I turned my body around, I urged her to do the same and face me, sounding gentle but determined. Eventually, as if giving up, she reluctantly turned to me.

“Can we talk? I’ve shrunk a lot, but I can at least lend you my chest like I used to, you know?”

Tears slowly seeped down “Saul’s” handsome face. Gently, I held it into my chest.

……

For a while, we remained silent as it was. As I waited patiently, feeling the warmth of Ayame’s breath on my stomach, and the sensation of my chest slowly becoming wet with something warm, she began to talk.

“I killed a person. Right after I came to this world.”

She must be talking about the time “I” was being held captive. I was not conscious at the time, but I knew what happened.

“I thought Onii-chan was in danger, and I lost my temper. One by one, I cut them down. Not just those who couldn’t resist, but also those who turned their back and ran away. Yet…”

I was not able to notice it. No, I might have been aware of it dimly. But somewhere along the way I wondered if I had thought of it as something else, something that was a problem for those two to overcome on their own.

“I’ve killed a lot of people, but I couldn’t finish off a humanoid goblin. Is that weird?”

I was the only one whose hands had not been bloodied. What comfort could I say to her in such a situation? Beautiful words slipped through the back of my brain and disappeared, unable to pass the throat before they left my mouth. Except for this one sentence that did not disappear.

“But in the end… We’re able to meet again like this because you two fought hard for it, no? I can’t thank you enough, Ayame.”

I didn’t want any of them to deny that fact. I was only able to be here now thanks to their help and protection.

There were no words thereafter. Only the faintest of subdued sobs escaped in the moonlight, so all I could do was hold Ayame’s head and gently stroke it until she fell asleep.

I… want to be strong. Even if I don’t have the strength to defeat my enemies, I want to be able to support and lift up others.

As I gazed at the moonlight streaming in through the window, my thoughts drifted to that.